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Tuesday, October 22, 2002
i was playing my guitar jus now workin' on this pretty kool riff when rememberd that i was gonna post something up..kuz i was pondering about what was the last thing that happend during todayz smallville episode...it was an ok episode..the usuall klark helping people yada yada..lana isn't all that kool like b4 w/ klark and yeah..so ok they're jus talking right and klark is doing his usuall farm boy chores..and i forgot how it started but neway...klark was asking what do u think about someone who's different or whateverz and lana was like it shouldn't matter if their different or not kuz if u like them then u'll accept all of them..and klark was like even their differences or secrets i forgot the xact terminology..but lana was like yeah u have to kuz if u like someone(kare about someone) u'll accept all of them..wait i jus said that haha....and she said in order to like someone u have to b honest w/ them and tell them everything..and klark said something like what if u wanna keep a lil bit secret kuz u don't wanna hurt them but lana kame back w/ it shouldn't matter kuz if u tell them the truth then they should accept it..and klark was like ..i forgot what he said..but lana said something about u have to take the risk and jus tell them everything..yeah..i jus found that interesting..too bad i forgot the xact wording..oh well that was a good enough xplanation...yeah sooo i guess what i got from it was they were sorta talking about themselves kuz u know klark being superman and all and he kan't tell nobody not even lana..even tho he really likes her and she's a really good friend to him he still kant' tell him..and lana is on the other end saying "whatz up? jus tell me the truth i know ure hiding something" yeah u know..so hmm i was thinking i was like "hey i know what thatz like" itz like ure really kool friends w/ someone and like u sorta wanna tell them the truth but u don't know if u should or what would happen u know...but i also know what itz like on lana's side where like u wanna know what the other persons thinking kuz they're not telling u what they really have to say....yeah it kinda suckx tho..but itz kinda good kuz u see both ends of the same spektrum u know...but still tho....w/out risk u'll never know how happy and great the outkome will b...yeah there u go i think thatz like lana's last line right b4 they were looking into each others eyes and was all smiling and u know ..what they always do to tell eachother w/out saying nething that they like eachother but they jus kan't tell the whole truth..yeah.....isn't it interesting that therez always some sort of moral at the end of each smallville...mayb i jus noticed that..or mayb i'm jus weird..or mayb i've been really thinking about something soo much that everything that i see and observe somehow relates to it..yeah..i guess i'll jus b patient and wait...but yeah it kinda suckx waiting tho..i mean i'm not against it or nething..it jus makes u think too much u know..first u think too much and analize ure inner feelings..then u analize how u should tell that person..and then after u tell them then u analize the different outkomes and different possibilities in order to prepare ureself for the worse and the best...yeah...mayb i should jus stop analizing everything and jus write a song or play my guitar..in fact playing guitar sounds like a good idea..i'll go do that...adios....try to think happy dayz..
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