PERSONAL REFLECTION

Dear Aizirk,
hmmm now i sit here and think of what jus happend...it kinda suckx that our conversation got kut short..but itz ok kuz we still got a chance to talk...but u know how i am..and u know that i have alot to say...itz jus that i don't always get around to say it...so now i'm jus writing away at the thoughts that r spinnning in my head....i told u a summary of what my reaction was and how i feel about ure response...and truthfully thatz how i feel.....i wasn't jus saying it to make u happy or nething.....kuz well as i told u i only want the best for you and i don't want nething u don't want to do..and i don't wanna make u do something ure not ready for....i know i said that already but yeah....well u see i kare so much about u it doesn't matter the outkome as long as itz what u want....it doesn't really matter what i want kuz i know well i usually don't get what i want but thatz ok.....u made ure decision and thatz ok......but u know what..i'm really glad we're still friends and we kan still talk like we used to...and that means alot to me....to me it shows that we're really friends..and not jus two people who r whateverz..sorry i didn't know how else to put it..but yeah...u know i kare about u and i always will....i'll alwayz try my best to b there for u whenever u need me..i'm not jus saying this to b a nice guy or kuz itz sorta the thing a good friend would say but i'm saying it kuz i mean it.....i'm really gratefull for a kool/phunny/smart/pretty/unique friend like u.......ure the best =)........thankx for everything i mean EVERYTHING.....i owe u soo much..i kan't even begin to kount off all the stuff u've done for me....yeah...well i guess we wont b together the way i hoped it would b but in a way we still are and yeah our hearts r still together..but as really kool friends..and thatz what matterz the most..not some stupid relationship(haha yeah i know ure thinking i'm back to normal but not jus yet haha)...we have something that those other people don't have..itz worth much more than a stupid relationship(see that phraze is koming back to my vocabulary haha)....yeah......well i jus wish we kan spend more time together to chill and hang...yeah and i still owe u those guitar lessons..i haven't forgotten...yeah one day we're gonna do something..i dunno what yet..or when...but itz gonna b phun i promise u that..and u know i don't make promises that i don't keep hehehe...it was nice talkin' to u and being able to hear ure voice( i know that doesn't sound right but hey these r my thoughts not ures so back off haha)...yeah itz different from trying to figure out how u sound when u would say something online..and the response time is soo much better haha..itz like instantaneous haha..yeah....welll i hope u get around to reading this knowing u and ure buzy schedule but i think u'll find time when ure really bored and u don't have nething to do or ure jus takin' a break from doing hmwrk u'll get around to this.....thankx again for being the best.....i better kut this short kuz ima keep on going and going hahaha..i'll jus tell u more nex time i see u.. =)...lookin' forward to that hehe..ok i'm done for now.....

and to my special friend Aizirk..
HAPPY DAYZ!
posted by Leon at 10:18 PM