hmm i jus started thinking so i guess it kame to mind that mayb i should type this out or write it kuz i might kome up w/ something usefull that i'll b able to use when time komes...u know whatz weird....like when u find happyness in like the simple things in life..like yeah for instance tonight for dinner we had rice..spam..salmon..and ramen haha..yeah that isn't much if u really think about it..but i dunno for me itz good enough..yeah kuz i was sitting there and eating and i was thinking "mayb itz jus me or i'm jus really weird or different but i kould honestly live on this kinda food" yeah i dunno it was just a random thought...hmmmm i also noticed that i've been watching tv a tad bit more than i usually do..which is strange...yeah itz kinda weird tho kuz if u really look at some of the shows all kritikally therez aktually a lesson to b learned...i jus noticed that...well u know what one show that always has SOME KIND of lesson at the end ..smallville..i dunno y but therez always a lesson at the end of that show..that reminds me itz on tonight....mayb i'll watch it to see if therez somekind of life lesson i kan learn that i haven't been able to figure out on my own....yeah thatz what life is itz jus a huge learning xperience....itz jus a whole long journey of near perfection..kuz no ones perfect..we all have our own lil thingis that make us unperfect(lo siento for a lack of a better word..i had it on the tip of my fingers but it jus didn't kome out)..yeah hmm dang i was gonna say something but my Bro D IMed me haha..he said my away message looks all depressing haha..well herez what it sayz.."i'm thinking about everything right now..but i do that all the time so that doesn't make a difference..i jus thought i'd make it public jus to re ashure u that i'm not IMing u kuz i don't want to itz jus kuz i'm in a strange world right now..if u wanna join me then IM me if not then..have a nice evening.."...is it really depressing?? yeah he jus IMed me to check up on me..yeah see that shows u some one in this world kares hahaha...seriously he's like "oh i jus IMed u to check up on u...ok since ure kool itz nap time for me now late Bro" hahaha yeah he's dope like that....yeah if u really wanna know y i put on away messages...sides the fact that it makes ure SN more noticeable on peoples bls and it makes them wanna IM u well itz kuz i dunno to get peoples attention haha..yeah kuz i dunno half of the time whenever i IM someone they never talk seriously tho...i dunno mayb i dont' talk that much ne more kuz i'm proally thinking or sumtin..yeah lo siento..yeah from now on i'll start talking more..mayb then people will aktually start talking u know...like reverse karma haha...u do something good so otherz will do something good towards you or sumtin..yeah...hmm so if u ever see my AWAY MESSAGE...90% of the time itz me makin' an attempt to get ure attention to get someone to IM me kuz i don't wanna IM people who don't wanna talk...itz only the truth...yeah ok i guess itz time to get off that AWAY MESSAGE..okie dokie i'm out for now...adios...happy dayz!..or r they really "happy" dayz?
posted by Leon at 8:48 PM