i'm still here and i'm not going newhere


Wednesday, December 11, 2002
i guess i was wrong
it wasn't you who made me wait but i made you wait
i didn't intend to take so long
and this mistake i dreadfully hate
i should of told you from the start
all the feelings for you in my heart
but stupid me didnt' know when
and i waited for a perfect momment
but i know now that there isn't such a thing
and i should of spoken to you from my heart
and let how i feel be the guide to what i say
i wanted it to b perfect something u'll never forget
but my mistake was that i took so long and this i regret
they say to live life w/ no regrets
but this here mistake is where me and regret met
these feelings i have for you are still burning bright
and well i finally learned that feelings just aren't meant to b kept inside
i'm sorry i took so long
really really sorry
i didn't mean to do nething wrong
itz one big mistake i made and hopefully the last of many
i want you to know that i still think of you day and night
and i'm not giviing up but i'm trying w/ all my might
i still write you these poems
but i know words are nothing w/out actions
but writing my feelings for you to read is an action in itself
these feelings are real and you know they are
haven't all of these poems, my words, proven them so far
if only i kould turn back time
and make shure i didn't make that stupid mistake
and by now u'd b mine
w/ the world around us for us to make
i'll show you joy i'll show you happiness
if only i kould of prevented this whole mess
we'd fly together through this wonderous land
me and you together hand in hand
i won't let you fall i won't let you down
i'll always turn your frown upside down
i know we're meant to be itz written in the stories
guy meets an awesome gurl one he kan't stop thinking about
whenever he sees that special girl he smiles kuz he knows she's there
and it seems theres not a thing that kould ruin his happiness
the way she looks the way she thinks even her hair
but most importantly it's the person she is who helps him even when she's not there
ever since i met you i've bkome a better person
you've challenged me to b my best and to think unlike the rest
you and i we both think outside of the box
this box doesn't exist for us kuz we're out in our own world
and your the one the only one who i want to b w/ in this world
it kills me to know that there was a chance
but i hope that ure willing to take a risk and give me another chance
i promise i won't let you down
i promise i won't hurt you
kuz ure the one whom i kare about and i dont' want to hurt you
i suppose persistance is my only solution
but if my persistans starts to hurt you well then i'll stop
kuz i don't want to do anything to hurt you
kuz first and foremost ure still my friend
but w/ this friendship we have theres still something more
and i'm willing to take a risk for a chance of whatz in store.




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