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Wednesday, December 11, 2002
i guess i was wrong
it wasn't you who made me wait but i made you wait i didn't intend to take so long and this mistake i dreadfully hate i should of told you from the start all the feelings for you in my heart but stupid me didnt' know when and i waited for a perfect momment but i know now that there isn't such a thing and i should of spoken to you from my heart and let how i feel be the guide to what i say i wanted it to b perfect something u'll never forget but my mistake was that i took so long and this i regret they say to live life w/ no regrets but this here mistake is where me and regret met these feelings i have for you are still burning bright and well i finally learned that feelings just aren't meant to b kept inside i'm sorry i took so long really really sorry i didn't mean to do nething wrong itz one big mistake i made and hopefully the last of many i want you to know that i still think of you day and night and i'm not giviing up but i'm trying w/ all my might i still write you these poems but i know words are nothing w/out actions but writing my feelings for you to read is an action in itself these feelings are real and you know they are haven't all of these poems, my words, proven them so far if only i kould turn back time and make shure i didn't make that stupid mistake and by now u'd b mine w/ the world around us for us to make i'll show you joy i'll show you happiness if only i kould of prevented this whole mess we'd fly together through this wonderous land me and you together hand in hand i won't let you fall i won't let you down i'll always turn your frown upside down i know we're meant to be itz written in the stories guy meets an awesome gurl one he kan't stop thinking about whenever he sees that special girl he smiles kuz he knows she's there and it seems theres not a thing that kould ruin his happiness the way she looks the way she thinks even her hair but most importantly it's the person she is who helps him even when she's not there ever since i met you i've bkome a better person you've challenged me to b my best and to think unlike the rest you and i we both think outside of the box this box doesn't exist for us kuz we're out in our own world and your the one the only one who i want to b w/ in this world it kills me to know that there was a chance but i hope that ure willing to take a risk and give me another chance i promise i won't let you down i promise i won't hurt you kuz ure the one whom i kare about and i dont' want to hurt you i suppose persistance is my only solution but if my persistans starts to hurt you well then i'll stop kuz i don't want to do anything to hurt you kuz first and foremost ure still my friend but w/ this friendship we have theres still something more and i'm willing to take a risk for a chance of whatz in store.
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