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Thursday, December 05, 2002
long time no blog...lo siento to the readers haha..like i even have ne..well sushi reads it kuz he's batman like that...yeah hmm lets see what has happend since my last blog...hmm *pondering*...well lets see here...ohh "performance saturday" is koming up haha..das what ima kall it..the 14th..yeah kuz my choir/youth group Olive Branch Society is like singing for Tita Beng's wedding...Tita Beng used to b like the moderator for us back inda day when we were still Jesus Christ Crew haha..that name was whack...haha oh well..yeah we're singing for her wedding...and her reception...and on that same day..well later on at night we're going to do some caroling at the Riviera hotel in dwntwn Long Beach..yeah what a phun filled day of singing..singing..and more singing..and even some guitar playing..well the wedding is gonna b at St. Anthony Church..so yeah itz not like we're gonna b in some unfamiliar surroundings...i better practice my gutiar and singing capabilities for that day kuz like Sir Wilfred aka. Captain Wei...haha and umm D one and only knight of Justice..and #2 Nodel..and kuzzin Rey Rey...and Rochelle hahaha are all in the ontorouage..or however u spell that word..yeah so they're all gonna b doing that thing u know when they process and stuff...yeah so itz like "what the hell y'd she pick like people from the choir do do that for?!..who's gonna sing!?!?!" yeah so everyones gonna have to step up....yeah then after that itz the reception at the San pedro thingi haha..this restuarant i duno what itz kalled..all i know itz in pedro....yeah...i glanced at the set list..itz a hefty set list....i was all thinking "we haven't even practiced ONE of these songs..how are we gonna do them?!" but then i think Willy or D was saying that not everyones gonna b singing during certain songs..and i loooked at the list again and it kame to mind that like most of these were songs we know or well i know and i suppose the ones that i know r the ones that i'll b performing and the same goes for the rest of the choir..hmm the caroling songs r komin' along pretty good...lets see itz jus the usuall songs...i can't name all of the songs off the top of my head...lets see here..we're doing Deck The Halls but like hawaiian reggae styley..it sounds all chill w/ the "yay yahh yay yoo" yeah i dunno how else to like spell it for people to understand...i'll sing it for u someday..hmm what else r we doing..oh we're doing O Holy Night..but we a Capelled it..yeah itz pretty dope the arrangement that D kame up w/...i was all like "damn Bro where do u kome up w/ these arrangements?!" and he's like "i dunno in me head..oh wait no i pulled 'em outa my ass!! hahaahaha" yeah hahaha we're always saying these stupid jokes...itz phunny..yeah like this one joke but i don't feel like typing about it right now ..yeah mayb nex time..hmm yeah hopefully we do good on that day..i knnow we're all gonna b hella beat by the end of it all but we need to do good so more gigz will kome and yeah we won't get bored or nething..but i don't think we'll ever get bored w/ the way we're going now..hmm the only sucky thing about the 14th is well itz not only my big "performance day" itz also Aizirk's BIG PERFORMANCE DAY!! haha yeah all in kapital letters..and u know what the sucky thing is..THAT I KAN'T GO! ..thatz so blah..i had it allll planned out too..and since its at kalstatedominguez..i was gonna drive there after we sing at the wedding and go to her 2 o klock showing but since we have to sing at the reception i kan't go nemore...that was a bummer when i found out...and i really wanted to go...i still owe her one..i mean afterall everytime i have something she goes to it and itz not fair if only she goes to my stuff and i dont' go to her stuff to support her..yeah she told me she even has a solo during the spanish dances and i was all thinking "dang i kan't see her perform"..yeah that suckx...i neeed to think of something to make it up to her...hmmmm..i know i'll kome up w/ something..i usually do =)...hmm 'esterday was trading places..hehehe yeah that was kool..welll hmm i got like around 30 min. left in this klass so i guess i'll talk about trading places until klass ends haha..yeah hmm lets see..well u know what sucked tho was that i had a phreakin' physics take home test that was due yesterday no matter if i was at skool or not..so the only way for me to get it to skool was to like go to joez at like 715 and wait at the bus stop in front of the skool for sushi and his karpool...so i did..i got there at like 715 xactly..and he kame at 720..so i handed it to him and he gave it to his karpool..and i said "thankx man" and yeah he delivered the test haha..yeah so mission number one accomplished..and yeah so we walked in there and we were all walking around and we went to the mpb kuz it said to b there at like 730 and if u get there at like 745 or later ure gonna get a dt..and everyone thought that was gay so like a good number of people were all there all phreakin' early and u know what suckx..is that when we went to the mpb it was all empty and like no one was there....and they had a 910 start 'esterday...dang yeah...but well the kool thing was that i saw Aizirk in the morning..and i didn't even have to go look for her kuz she went to the drama room and like on her way out she was w/ Elaine and i dunno if i saw them or they saw me but yeah i said hey and how's it going and yeah..that sorta set the tone for the rest of the day hehe..yeah it wasn't hard looking for her..thank goodness hehehe...i didnt' even have to go down the whole list of 6 places where she'd b at...yeah ..hmmmm...then i walked around w/ sushi and we went to the fountain area and we saw this line of guyz around a table and it klicked "oh thatz where u sign in!" yeah so i got my schedule thing and yeah...then i saw Kristine and Kaila so i said hey to them and i chilled w/ them and i axed Kristine to number all of my klasses on the map and she did...that was kool...yeah abuncha guyz jus threw their map away and figured they'd jus ask girlz around there where things are but i didnt' wanna get lost or look stupid so i kept mine..hahah i bet i looked all phunny always lookin' at the map on the way to the klasses that were assigned to me..hmm first klass was psychology..block D..yeah i aktually remembered..yeah it was pretty kool..it was the only klass where the teacher made an attempt to like intergrate the guyz w/ the gurlz...she like made all the guyz introduce themselves...yeah almost all the guyz said "hi names..(enter name here)" and that was it..and like i didnt' wanna go up so i waited till like the end hahaha..yeah go figure...hmm u know who's was phunniest..it was sushis..he gave like all of his nicknames and he was all enthusiastic about it...it was entertaining...yeah and he gave away some of his business kards..yeah hmm oh yeah in that klass they were studying about group therapy so they did a lil group therapy session skit in the back of the klass and everyone was watching and laughing and yeah it was kool..then algebra II kame after..hella boring..blah don't wanna talk about that...so then i asked someone where Elaine's locker was or where i kould find Aizirk..so she was like jus wait here they'll b here..and i waited and surely enough Elaine kame...and we were walking around kuz Aizirk was no where to b found so we looked in the library door window and there she was sitting on her couch reading a book....i should of known..so we walked around to the libraries main entrance and we went over there but i didnt' wanna say like hi at first kuz she was all into her reading hehe like she always is...like Elaine was allpushing me to go say hi and stuff but i was like "noo shh! she's reading..look" hahaha so we jus sat down in these two komfy chairs by the couch..and we were all watching her read and she was soo into her reading she didn't notice haha...but her friend Titapha did..(losiento if i spelled it wrong)..yeah and she was like all smiling kuz Aizirk still didn't notice so she was like "Krizia" and she's like "yeah and she turned her head and was like "OH!" hahaha yeah then i said like "i didn't wanna interrupt ure reading..it looked like u were all into the book" and she was like "oh hehe well thatz enough reading for me" and put her book away...yeah..then she was like "here's something" and she handed me a folded paper...meaning some type or letter inside or something..so i was all looking at it and trying to open it and i was like "how do u do this?!" hahaha i'm stupid..yeah so she got up and kame over and opened it and i looked inside and i was like "awww" hehe =) there was like a drawing of her i think or a girl smiling..and like a lil paragraph thing jus saying she was in apush klass and she jus aced a quiz she didn't study for and yeah..then on the bottom she drew little stick figures of people..there was umm Annie and Muckey...Bob and Kymee...Dominic haha his is phunny...Elaine w/ a tennis racket...and me and Aizirk...she was like an angel i think..well i think thatz what she was supposed to b and yeah i had a guitar in my hand..hehehe..yeah that was kool..i don't think i told her thank you..but if ure reading this...THANK YOU!!!...it was thoughtfull...yeah hmm at that point i wanted to read to her the letter i wrote to her the night b4 but i asked how much longer was break but she said it was gonna end pretty soon so i didn't give it to her yet...hmm but the whole time iw as thinking if i'd see her again ...but well the bell rang and we walked out and i was asking her where i'm gonna find her and she told me to go to where we were at in the morning...yeah soo the nex to klasses passed nothing xciting i dont' remember..then it was lunch...so i headed straight for where she told me to meet her up at but she wasn't there so i saw these guyz w/ pizzzas in hand so i went to the line and got me a pizza and a soda..then i walked back to where i was supposed to meet her..i waited for a while but i was hungry so i started eating haha..then like right when i finished one slice i looked up and Elaine and Aizirk showed up..yeah i gave a slice to Elaine...i offered some to Aizirk but she didn't wanna eat...yeah so i was all eating and stuff and i was thinking hmm itz getting quiet so i better say something..so i was like "i wanna read something to u" and i hurried up to finish that last slice and like i was all thinking "hmm i wonder what she's thinking right now" so yeah i didn't wanna eat nemore kuz i had more important things to do so i offered it to this guy who was there but then Elaine kame asking for it so i took it back from him and gave it to Elaine hahahaha..sorry man...yeah then i opened up my bag and got my binder and like i pulled out the letter and i guess she saw the back side and she was like "dang" hahah yeah i always write alot sorry =)...yeah so i took a deep breath and i read it to her...and yeah she was listening and it seemed like she was listening attentively...yeah well Elaine was right she was speecheless..but thatz ok...for somestrange reason i have that kind of affect on people..well more specifically gurlz..everytime i say something they go mute on me hehehe but itz kool tho...yeah then i gave her the letter and she read it to herself and i was jus watching her read it...like it was kool seeing her facial xpressions while she was reading it..kuz i kould tell when she read something that she like or something that made her think.....then i gave her the six poems..all folded in lil hearts and on each one i had like a letter of her name on it so it had .. A I Z I R K.. yeah..i read to her the first I poem ..i didn't even name ne of ‘em but oh well i didn't know which one to read but i knew not the A or the second I or the K so i picked the first I and I read it to her and i showed her how to fold it back kuz she was like "i'm not gonna figure out how to fold those back" and i told her "yeah u will itz not hard" hmm yeah...she was like "i think thatz my favorite one" and i was all thinking "hmm so does that mean she aktually read it already on my blog?" and i was like " i dont' think i ever read this one to u...but itz on my blog tho" and she was like "ok i'll read it there" ...yeah i aktually did it...i was like alll kinda nervous..well not really...kuz like i feel komfortable when i'm around her..i guess it was a kind of nervousness where ure all thinking "dang i better not mess up" yeah that kind...kuz u know itz like something that u wrote and they're ure feelings u know....and u don't wanna say something wrong kuz it sorta changes the meaning of everything...i'm still in a really good mood....yeah i spent like almost a whole day w/ her..well it was longer than most of the times i saw her..it was kool..good thing i went =)....so afterskool kame and like during the last klass i needed to take a piss haha..so like while they were playing this game...i wasn't thinking about the answers to the macbeth questions...damn like the people around me had drinks and they kept on drinking and it made me wanna go take a piss even more haha...so after that klass i went straight for the restroom by the mpb...after that i was relieved haha..so after that i went to go wait for Aizirk...yeah at that same spot haha...yeah then she kame then i jus chilled w/ her..yeah that was a good day.....(jus for klarification this is now like two dayz after trading places..i began this blog 'esterday but i didn't finish yet kuz skool was about to end so now i'm TRYING to finish it haha)...well ok so yesterday afterskool..the day after trading places..i was stuck here afterskool..but it ended up to b a good thing kuzzz..well there was pcn 'esterday..so a buncha the guyz were there jus chillen it so i wasn't all hella bored...soo like it was almost like 3 and they were gettin' up to leave to go to savio...so like i jus looked up from the ground and i see Annie driving her kar!! hahahaha..and guess who was in the passenger side...who else?...hahaha yeah Aizirk was w/ her..and her sister in the backseat..yeah so they like went around and drove by where we were..and i said "hey" and stuff hahah Annie driving...dang everyones growing up hahaha..yeah..last night when i was talking to Annie she told me i had a phunny look on my face when i saw Aizirk..it was like i was all hella surprized and it was all unxpected but i was really happy haha..well duh! i was kuz i wasn't thinking that i would see her for a while...so i was like "hey no way?!..two dayz in a row"...yeah didn't get to talk to her that much..well barely nething..but yeah every momment kounts....well then they leave and everyone leaves..cept for Dominic kuz he was jus chillen' there still for some reason..so i went to go look for my kousin and when i kome back i'm all like "damn bro y didn't u leave w/ them yet?" and he like sayz like "kuz i was waiting for them to leave so i kan eat my chips" then he opens his bag and busts out a bag of chips hahaha..phreakin' phunny...that guy hahaha...yeah so i left and he was eating his chips on the bench...hmm so now itz today..twodayz after trading places...yeah that was a good day...ok i better stop talking now this bloog is proally my longest one so far..haha jus wait till nex time i'll proally make another one thatz like hella longer..haha..ok i'm done...seriously ..well for now that is...alrighty..adios..happy dayz everyone!!..and smile kuz u should b happy =)




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