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Saturday, January 18, 2003
hmmm..i haven't written in this thing since umm like last week..but it seems like ages...yeah i sorta miss it hahaha...yeah hmmm i'm listening to Incubus- I Miss You...over..and..over and over and over again..yeah people keep on axin' me to play it or to teach it to 'em but i only remember the intro..i need to learn it again..and all of these other songs that i forgot how to play........yeah...well sides that well yeah kuzz yeah i kan relate to the song title..sigh...yeah...but hey i got to talk to her today..well online...but still tho...i still cherish every momment...hehe..regardless on the phone or online..yeah i know online is kinda kaka..but hey u know me i'm always online...yeah ...hmm oh yeah D kame over last night...yeah it was pretty dope...like at first we were chillen' to some of these hawaiian reggae artists and hawaiian songs...damn their language is dope..u dunno what the hellt hey're saying but it sounds nice and kalm and serene..u know itz like 'yeeahhh'' u jus feel like chillin...yeah...i still need to burn the cd...yeah i think i'll b listening to that for a while..yeah..hmm then like he sang what he had so far for his song..yeah he told me like last week that he wanted to kome over so we kan record and work on this song that he's working on...yeah he told me like "itz the best song i've done so far"..and it turns out it is..hehe..yeah so yeah after him singing it...he asked me to play some chords and we sorta got it...i figured out the main notes on the guitar..then i suggested we go to the keyboard and if i kould figure it out there..and yeah he played the notes..and guess what i figured out what chords to use w/ the help of the keyboard...krazzzzyyy hahaha..yeah he suggested which ones were bettter..but we settled w/ C,D,E...yeah we played around w/ that for a while mixin' it around but it stuck w/ the C,D,E..yeah...then he told me to like pick/pluck the verses then strum the chorus..and thatz what i did...yeah so i jus kept on playing those chords and he told me when to change it..yeah..like u know change from one chord to the next...and yeah he sung over it akouple times..and told me the kind of stuff he had planned in his head for the song..and we worked itout...then well basically he then told me he wanted to bridge to b like allout...like increase it up a notch..the klimactic part of the song u know..so i strummed something and he's like "yeah thatz perfect" yeah so i was jus playing it to get it down while he was komin' up w/ a bridge and a lil ending verse..yeah it was dope..yeah like when i was getting ready to record the guitar..kuz i usually do the guitar track first..kuz yeah itz easier for everything to flow after that..yeah i kept on messin' up..and i get nervous usually..kuz i'm also the "producer" haha or the "sound engineer" haha so i'm recording and i'm also playing so if i mess up i gotta start from skratch and do it all over again....yeah so like i practiced it like 2 whole times through..and yeah so i wouldn't mess up w/ the counts kuz itz basically me playing the same thing and changin it up a lil here and there for the whole song D sat in front of me and would give me signals to do certiain things liek nock on the guitar in the middle of the verse and stuff...and to start strumin' for the chorus..yeah after a while of like jammin' w/ D on it i got the feeling down..i dont' usually kount all that much or worrya bout kounting now...yeah so i got my guitar track down..and we listened to it..and he wasl ike "good stuff" then he started practicing his singing..but we got some water first..hehe then we went back to work...yeah he tried it once and it was goin good but he said he felt that he was going sharp on the "s's" yeah so we did it again and it kame through..then we stopped and listened..then we decided what to do for the other tracks..well we trashed the bass..kuz i took kover of the bass notes...for half of the ending...yeah so we settled on backing vocals on one track and addlibs and bongos for the other one hehe..yeah i got a chance to record my bongos..krazy..yeah it sounded pretty dope..yeah like i need more practice w/ the bongoz timinig wize..but not bad for a guy who's going off of rhythm..yeah...after we got all done..we listened to it..yeah itz purdy dope...yeah...i'll play it for u sometime..jus axe me..i'll play u all the songs we've done/i've recorded for him...yeah...i see progress...not only jus in his song writing but me also it was ezier for me to figure stuff out..and since him and i have learned alot more music stuff..well him alot more then me kuz he's advanced..but still i've been learnin' alot from him too so yeah itz makin' things ezier and we've been like u know xperimenting more...yeah...i kan't wait till he komes up w/ lyrics and the melody for Ate Gissel's song for her debut/kotilion thing and i get to kome up w/t he guitar and Neil will kome up w/ the bass...yeah tahtz basically the set up already..D jus needs to kome up w/ lyrics and stuff....yeah we'll surprize them haha kuz i bet they'll b xpecting another song to like bob dey heads to and wanna start dancing...u know with my driving guitar rhythms hahaha..yeah but they'll b faked out kuz it'll b a reggae esk song hahaha...yeah kan't wait...yeah hmm what else has been happening....yeah..if i haven't told u..well i'm in the skool musical...FOOTLOOSE..hahaha yeah...kinda phunny tho..kuz yeah Mr. Lang my chamber singers teacher is also in charge of the musical and yeah i think i wrote it here in a past blog about how he was all buggin' and tellin me to join and stuff...and yeah well i showed up and yeah itz been phun ever since..haha yeah..and guess what he gave me a part hahaa....yeah i'm Bickle...i'm Ren's(the main character) friend..one of his friends...yeah and haha u know whatz dope i have the first line of the WHOLE MUSICAL haha..yeah goes a lil something like this.."Ren Ren HEY REN!..i heard ure movin' outta town" haha yeah something like that and it komes RIGHT AFTER like the end of this one part of the first song..so yeah i gotta b paying attention and i gotta say it or else everything will b skrewed up and the musical wont' start off on a good foot..yeah so i gotta practice that line w/ feeling hahahahaha yeah....and i gotta get the steps down for the first number..i got most of it down but i keep on messin' up tho at this one part..kuz i wasn't there on try outs so i didn't learn it....i jus kame outa no where..and yeah...hmm what else..oh i busted on last tuesdayz practice..tuesdayz are dance practices...yeah during break i didn't feel like playing Eddy's guitar..kuz i dunno i really didn't feel like playing guitar i had an urge to dance hahaha..yeah so i put on my "dance" cd the one if irst burned the one that i first used to practice and learn stuff and i jus started messin' around and so did shelton and eddy also..it was pretty kool haha the people who were in the room were all watching and those chickx on the stage were all like "how do u do that?" and "kan u teach me how to do that?"...yeah hehe...i gotta get back into that ...yeah lately i've been workin' on my guitar..well not really...sorta jus a lil bit of everything...trying to stretch myself and to practice everything at once..yeah..kinda..hard...but yeah i got to tho...yeah...hmm what else..lemme think..i know i was gonna talk about something but i forgot...blah...oh yeah...i've been driving to skool lately..which is kinda weird..i'm used to it now..yeah but still tho itz kinda weird tho uknow driving to skool..well i'm not all lonely no more kuz i bring my kuzzin John to skool also so now i have someone to talk to..yeah so thatz kool..hmm what else..ohhh hahaha blah u know whatz kinda kakabut phunny also..u know one of my 5 thigns that r gay are cell phones..wellb lah guess what i got..yeah i got a leash..or however u spell it..yeah like my rents's cell phone plan was gonna xpire so they went to verizon and they kame back w/ new phones and well one for me too..yeah my lil bro was pissed kuz he wanted one and i was all like "what i don't want one of these" yeah...so yeah...then my Kuya Elmer tried texin' pi w/ it and he realized only cingular the komany he has his cell w/ is the only one that kan do international text and well yeah my rents were all pissed kuz the salesman told them that they kould and they got had ..blah stupid kakahead shark salesmen...yeah so like umm weds of this week i think it was weds..yeah they returned 'em..got a full rebate..and well they went to the cingular place w/ Kuya Elmer and they kame back w/ 3 new phones..yeah the one they got me is the same as my mom's the motorola one..the really small one..yeah and my dad got the nokia one ..itz kinda stupid tho kuz i was thinkin' about it...the FREE phones r hella nicer than the nokia one my dad has..well in my opinion but whateverz..a cell phone is a cell phone...brain tumorz..blah here i kome..damn yeah Aizirk helped me realized i've been bkomin' a slight hypocrite..yeah and that i'm changing..yeah kuz well ok hey i ONLY go to the mall w/ my family and they force me to go..so hey i kan't do much about that..but yeah the cell phone thing..dang...that hits me hard...yeah i still think they're gay..but i'm skared kuz i think i'm gonna grow to rely on it and itz gonna b a habit u know..blah...thankx Aizirk for helpin me kome back to my senses...yeah and she said that i'm popular..blah popularity is gay and i kept on tellin' her i'm phreakin' not popular and she's like 'oh please' yeah she wasli ke 'dont' get me started on my debating mode' but i told her liek 'well i wanna hear what u wanna say' and she's like 'welli 'm too tired' haha yeah hehehe..yeah she had a buzy day today..well a phun one..but yeah..hmm Sushi jus IMed me tellin' me that he's bored and to tell him when i'm done bloggin'..yeah i forgot what i was gonna write haha..it'll kome back to me...yeah...so yeah i have a kaka cell phone now..i didn't really give my number to neone yet...yeah i think i might jus text people telling them i have a cell phone andt aht i have like 2 months free text and to text me all they want till like the first week of march i think...yeah...hmm blah..oh well...blah...yeah hmm..FINALZ r koming near...skarry..yeah the only ones i really have to study for are..physics..pre kal..and ap govt..not bad only 3 tests...the other tests...brit lit..and social justice..i jus need to give a jump start to my memory..well for brit lit yeah haha..social j is gonna b ez..haha open notes..kome on now...hahaha yeah...and i dont' have a foreign language so on friday imma b out earrrlly yessssssssssss...i'm thinkin of goin' to sam ash and droppin off my guitar to get serviced..kuz it sounds really krappy ....yeah like if i play someone elses guitar and then i play mine mines sounds krappy...i juss need to shave the bridge down and the get new strings and i'll b set..yeah thatz all i need...yeah then i'm set...yeah...yeah i wanna perform at jester java..but i think ima have to wait till april...yeah kuz tuesdayz r dance practice dayz for FOOTLOOSE...yeah and then pcn..hmm i jus wanna perform..but i dunno i'll do the modern IF and only IF itz GHETTO and itz dope..but if not then i won't do it..yeah..kuz i jus wanna worry about performing and not worrying about dance moves..yeah but i dunno..we'll see...yeah...i think this blog is long enough...yeah i'll write more....itz good writing hahaha..yeah hopefully i'll get back to writin' poems again.kuz i realized when i would write alot here my thoughts were flowing a lot more ezily down to paper than kompared to now..yeah well i'm done for now...hehe yeah...oh yeah i didn't forget...happy new year..and of kourse...happy dayz




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