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Wednesday, March 26, 2003
yeah sorry loyal readers...mainly Sushi...yeah i don't really know of ne one else who reads this...yeah haven't really said much on this kuz of soo much stuff thatz happend....mainly..............FOOTLOOSE!!!!!!!!!!! yeah itz been sooooooOOOOOOOOOOO much phun words kan't even describe it....yeah i didn't even kontinue on w/ my other story hahaha oh welll....it was good tho..trust me..yeah lets seee last week...umm last thursday b4 day of show i chilled in the theater durin' 2nd period..i was supposed to go to some talk thingi in the gymn or whateverz but i stayed in the theater kuz my Instruments 1 teacher Mr. Rivas is konducting the band for FOOTLOOSE..so yeah i was jus chillen...yeah Mrs. Step outlined the FOOTLOOSE sign on the false wall..then it was Mrs. Step..Anthony and Shelton who filled it in...yeah it looks soo dope u don't even know...yeah chilled there for that period..then lunch kame jus chilled in there w/ Matt...not Markulis..well he was there for a while..but u know the freshmen one..the one who went to St. Anthony the hommie..yeah we were jus jammin' and stuff...then 3rd period kame around so i had to go there...then i got a kall slip to get outa klass "YAY!!!!!" yeah so i went back to the theater and they were putting up the paintings...yeah so i helped Mr. Lang and Hakel put up the paintings and the posters...yeah lets see here..the have a Culture Club painting..they have a Wham make it big!..they have a Terminator poster...they have a Ronald Reagan painting...they have a Madonna painting..and a Ferris Bullers day off poster..that the right side of the flaps of the theater stage...then on the left umm...the have a dang i kan't remember oh i jus axed Sushi he told me itz a Bachelor party poster..starring tom hanks..then on the bottom of that therez a MTV painting..then on the other flap theres a Van Halen..1984 painting..one of my favorites....then an Indiana Jones poster beneath that..then therez a dope kick ass krrazzzy Micheal Jackson painting that Javier did..damn krazy like whoaaa.. yeah itz dope stuff..then on the bottom of that Mrs. Step painted the 1984 Olympic thing...yeah...hmmm what else is there..ohh all along the walls of the theater theres records from 1984 like allllllll of these ones..like Micheal JAckson and a whole bunch of other ones I DON'T EVEN KNOW...yeah then hmm what else....yeah so ok yeah 3rd period jus helped out then Hakel axed me to drive him to his house during 7th and i said yeah he jus gotsta get me outa klass...so we go to Mr. Alo's room...the computer lab...thatz my 7th computer graphics..and Hakel tells him "Alo i need him in the theater to do some footloose stuff" and Mr. Alo jus nods and smiles "ok" haha yeah then we get in my kar and i drive him to his pad in Downey..purdy klose to the skool...mayb kuz there wasn't ne traffic...yeah he got his hmwrk and he brought out two mountain dews to drink...good stuff...yeah so we drive back...then yeah go to the theater and finish setting some stuff up......yeah then ummm final dress rehersal starts..yeah it was fullllllll on all costumes....make up...sets....lights...EVERYTHING...yeah krazy stuff..went down purdy good..yeah then kame friday..yeah friday was a whateverz day kuz it was freshmen retreat and the seniors were supposed to help out or whateverz and b their brothers..yeah but i kouldn't even find my brother at the begging of the thing..an di didn't go to the right first session haha..then at break i went to the theater and i stayed there through the sekond session then through lunch...then i decided i should go to the last session kuz i thought they'd take roll..but they didn't!! blah i shoulda stayed in the theater..oh well...yeah so i got my bag and left.....yeah ok heres some details on Y i had to leave and kome back..well first of all we got out at 1 so no biggie but the thing is that the members only jacket that Anthony(Ren) was given by the costume people was black..and he's already wearin' black pants so itz kaka..and Markulis gave him his but itz XL so that looks whack so they axed me to go home and get mine...well not mine but my dad's..and i'm like shure..and the guitarist in the band..was like i don't have my stand...and i said i'll go home and bring mine..dont' worry....so yeah i drive all the way home..and my mom is all phreakin' surprized that iw as there...then i got the jacket..and the stand..told her why got gas money..got gas..then drove all the way back...then yeah AHHHHH opening night..yeah so we were there and he let us go for dinner...but he said for the mamaboyz to stay to work out some stuff..but we didn't even do nething..so i axed him if we kould go and he said shure..so was walkingo ut and i saw Mike F. and Rodrigo and Roberto and i was w/ Eddieboy..so we had a lil discussion w/ Chyna involed somewhat..we decided to go to jackindabox..but we saw this sign that said "Fish and chips" so we sent Rodrigo and Eddie to check it out and they were like "HEY LETS EAT HERE!!" so we ended up eating there..yeah we were all talking and phreakin' Mike was all hella xcieted and everythihng...it was good energy tho..yeah so we finished our food and drove back..and after kleaning up and final touches and alot of AHHHHHH's about opening night i got dressed..then i was walking around saying "Do i have to put on make up??!?!" and they kept on saying "yeah u have to or else u'll look dead" yeah so i finallly said "blah ok whateverz" then the other Mike put this stuff on me and i'm all thinking "what the hell y does he know how to do this stuff..whateverz" then the two make up artists were like "he needs eye liner" so i'm like "ok someone get this over w/" hahaha yeah then Aimee said "i'll do it" yeah Aimee is my back up partner whenever i dont' have my usuall ones yeah she's kool like that..yeah so she did that and Aizirk was walking back and forth and she was looking in this kanaster thing she brought in w/abuncha stuff in it and i say to her "u didn't see this" she said "see what?" and i'm like "this..makeup..blah...this never xisted" and she was liek "uhh huh i'm gonna blog about this" and i said "no ure not" and she said "yes i am" hahaha yeah well she didn't directly blog about it..yeah hahaha..yeah so then AHHHH openinig night jitters...yeah goin' all krazy i'm all walking around doing my warm ups "one, one two one, one two three two one..etc. etc." yeah and Anthony gave us a pregame pep talk and that really got us rallyed up..then we got another one in the band room w/ everyone all in a giant circle and yeah that made it better...yeah we all went out all krazy..and we had to simmer down kuz the house was fullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll and yeah...then the lights kame out and i walked out..and HAHA i walked out late hahaha and i played it off slick style..but damn kould i feel the ENERGY..WOOOOHOOOOOO dayumn krazyness....i loved everymomment of it..it was gooood..yeah i was sooooo phreakin' sweating afterthe opening FOOTLOOSE number..damn i kould feel it dripping during On ANy SUnday..yeah and it was goood it was phun...and dayumn the krowd was dope and they laughed and goodness gracious it was gooood it was dooope it was krazzzy..yeah every song it was like "WHOA": and phreakin' MAMASAYZ!!! YESS we rocked out like no other...yeah they liked it...sang my lil heart out.....yeah good stuff..then the rest of the show went on and yeah it was PHUN!! haha yeah Mr. Lang said it was good..and he never said that b4 that night hahaha..yeah it was goooood stuff...then yeah i went out and kuzzin Rey Rey and Ate Gissel and Carolyn and Nodel and his sister Kristine and my Bro Dominic were there and it was kool seeing them and they were like "GOOOD JOB NOEL!!" and yeah it felt good..didn't feel like going yet so i was jus chillin in the parking lot w/ Dominic and Sushi...yeah and then i finally left.....yeah went home all tired but energized...took a shower...got my krap ready for the next day.....then went to bed..woke upa t like phreakin' 6 ish..drove to Kuya Elmer's house..go thte parkin' permit..then he drove ahead of me and let me to the right parkin' lot for kalstate Dominguez..yeah i took the ELM and the EPT last saturday...yeah iknow i was phreakin' dead tired....i seriously didn't wanna b awake at that momment...yeah but hey i did purdy damn good on the ept hahaha i dunno about the elm..yeah durin' the whole time alli koudl think about was FOOTLOOSE and all the songs kept on playing over and over and over in my head..then after i kalled up my mom and then went to Roselle's house kuz it was the kainan after the funeral mass and buriel of her Lola who passed away last monday..R.I.P yeah ate some food..and told people about my show and yeah ate food...yeah and then i barely stayed for like 20 min.then i told them i had to go kuz i have a 3 pm showin'g and i have to b there by like 115..so i left all early...yeah during this part of the day i really felt like i was getting older..i mean hey i'm leaving a family oreinted function aLLLLL early and phreakni' A i'm driving all over the place to something damn krazy ness..yeah so i get there...the gate was still locked...so i walked aLLLLL the way around..and well the theater was klosed so i sat down ona bench under a tree....yeah and i started kallin' people axin' them what show they were gonna go to..and yeah i told some people to go i kalled up Ate Ariane but she said she wsa somewehre then i kalled up Tita kuz but she didn't answer it was her sis so i told her about it and yeah they said they'd check out the 730 showing..so then Mr. Lang finally kame w/ Mr. Bozanich..then Vizcarra kame yeah went in...yeah felt good being back there..and we axed Mr. Lang what he thought of the opening show..and he said it wasgood but it kan be a lot better..he gave it a 7 and we were like thatz purdy good..and he said keep this between us hahaha yeah well no one from the kast is gonna read this netime soon..yeah so i get ready and tidy things up a bit for the 3pm show yeah..then we do that show...it was whateverz...it was good but no energy what so ever...seriously...krowd wasn't as responsive as the opening nights...yeah they laughed butnot at everything....ohwell it was only like 3.4ths full..purdy good for a matinee tho..if u look at it like that..yeah then after the show umm Kristine Luna was there she said wassup to Kara and she stayed to say wassup to me yeah that was nice..then they left..then i axed Sushi to drive me kuz i was tired to jackinda box..so we went and talked and ate..and yeah we both agreed that we need to do a kick ass show on that night kuz Mr. Lang said he invited some of his friends to go to the show and he said he NEVER does that...and yeah...so the show kame..and the energy was there..and it was our best show overall...yeah it was goooooooood...yeah soo much more energy..yeah it was phun and good...and yeah!!!...well so after we get back from jackinda box...we're jus chillen there and they're playing 80's music...and since i sorta grew up listening to some of the 80's hits i was singing 'em and so was Katelyn and Matt also...yeah it was phunny and stuff and i was tired so i took off my shoes and i was chillen there and she started laughing and i turned to my left and she was liek "Noel's phunny even when he's tired he's still smiling" and i started laughing more and yeah haha kan't help it u know...yeah then i put 'em back on and walked out to go to the restroom kuz i needed to take a piss..then i see Neil and my mom and my dad and my Tita Remy and i'm like "whoa u kame early" and my mom said "u said to kome early so we did " yeah then i said hi then took a piss..then walked back and talked to them for a hwile then Mr. LAng said "if ure one of my actors then u need to go back stage and prepare" and so i did..and yeah it was a gooooooooooood show..phun stuff..then afterwards we were all hyper..and of kourse the Krispy Kreame and nothing to do w/ it=)..well yeah they all wanted to go somewhere..so i axed my mom if i kould go w/ them...and surprizingly she said yes..hehehe she jus said i had to b home by midnight and i was..but thatz late..so i was all happy i got to go out w/ them..so they finally decide on hoff's hutt instead of denny's...theone akross from cerritos mall..so i follow Sushi over there and i see a whole big ggroup of people in the phreakin' parking lot and i think "whoa i guess they're all here already" so yeah we go down and they'rea llllllll loud and hyper..and when we get inside they're all surprized therez a big O group of us yeah phun stuff...yeah we were all hyper..they all started singing and iw as liek "symmer down guyz they might kick us out" hahaha so they finally seat us but then there was this drama that was happening..the usuall kind..so like almost everyone goes outside to stop nething....then peopel finally kome back...then we get sit down hahaha settled down ..yeah right!! hahaha yeah phreakin' loud....we were told like around 3 times to hush and keep it down haha yeah..damn barely ne one bought food..and i thought they were gonna kick us out jus kuz of that..and well i didn'te ven buy nething i jus drank water and partook in there shinanigins..yeah it wasn't the whole kast like around half...yeah but thatz still al ot....mainlyt he main characters hahah yeah mainly the main characters....yeah we took up like three booths and two tables...yeah ok fine u asked for it i'll go down the list of the peopel who were there that i kan remember hehehe...ok ok ok ...here we go...umm Anthony...his ex?...Markulis...Kara..Laura..Laura's bf....Danielle...Vizcarra...Mike F(he was in the parking lot most of the time w/ Danielle's bf? i dunno too much drama i dunno whatz going on haha)..yeah then Jackie was there i think haha and Megan yeah for shure..then Samantha...Holly...Ed...Mike D......Angela...Alex...Javier..his friend...umm...China...her bf?...his friends...umm....HAkel...Matt Bagley..haha yeah i htink i named everyone..i dunno sorry if i forgot someone..OH WAIT....SUSHI!! hahaha yeah he was there...yeah i think some other peopel were there haha i dunno i sreoiusly don't...well yeah i left at like 1130 i had to leave early..so i said bye to everyone and got the usuall hugs and hand shakes..and yeah it felt good knowing they were like "awww y r u leaving itz soo early?!?!" yeah..so i hurry home driving like phreakin' 50 on side street i was KINDa skurred kuz i didn't want no ticket..i was too tired hahaha..yeah so i get home in like 30 min..all the way from cerritos only going side street..haha yeah..so i go home and my rents rn't even mad at me..yeah i kalled b4 i left..mayb thatz y..so i told them about everything and they were hapy and we discussed what they liked and few dislikes and everything..and i fell asleep on the couch and i phreakin' woke up at like 1 am and i finally took a shower..then i FINALLY went to bed...then yeah..theni woke up all semi tired...ate real quick..got ready for church..went to choir practice..and guess what..someone forgot the key to the room so we tried going to the parish center but there was no recepshionist..so no luck..so we ended up practicing and doing our warm ups on the elementary skool tables hehehe yeah brought back memories..then sang a whateverz mass..not enough practice..then afterwards..ate LandL..then went home..then drove to Ate Gissel's house for practice..and i was all tired...and yeah in the middle of practice i was sitting down and Ate Gissel's uncle(who happends to b bakla) said for me to jus rest so i did everyone else was practicing and i was resting on the chairs..yeah i put two foldable chairs by each other to make my "Bed" haha yeah rested there for a while..the phreakin' Dominic kame near me open up a beer and started drinking he goes "hey Bro u want some..it'll make u feel good" and i was like "uhh itz kool Bro i'll pass" haha yeah so i rest...yeah well he ended up drinking a total of 6 that day hahaha and everyone kould tell he did hahahahahahah phunny stuff..he tried different kinds that he found..yeah he was all rollin' on the ground and he kept on saying stupid stuff and dancing all weird hahaha phunnny stuff..where's the kamera when u need it...yeah so i left that practice then i went home and tried to rest but then Ate Jackie and Petra kame over so i got there money and talked and stuff..then yeah had dinner...rested...did some hmwrk hahaha..yeah right..then yeah went to sleep finally..thenmonday kame...i was sad kuz no footloose..so i decided i'd go do somehmwrk first then i'd go to the theater kuz i heard that peopel were komin' over kuz therez "practice" hehehe yeah so i see Markulis and he doesn't even say "hi" he jus sayz "u have to have to do a 730 show this saturday" and i told him"dude i kan't i have my kuzzin'z Debut" and he's liek "komeone itz only a debut this is a SHOW!!!!" and he was all pushin' me up against the walla nd krap and all this krap damn....imagine that killin' ure happy mood....someone givin' u an ultamatum that everyone else wants a show and ure the ONLY one who KAN'T do it...and yeah that sucked...well we finally got into the theater...krazy skills these people have haha..Anthony put on some music...jus sat down thinking and thinking and theyw ere havin' phun ..yeah at least Kara was nice enough to stick up for me then she was telling Markulis "oh yeah itz only jus one of the most important dayz of a gurlz life...and itz his kuzzin he kan't say no" and yeah that was nice of her...yeah and phreakni' Markulis hahaha phreakin' A he put that shimmery stuff and wrapped it around Laura and brought her to me and was like "if u do a 730 show u get to have this" and Laura jus smiled hahaha...yeah but damn hella bugged the krap outa me..damn y ME!?!?!?! yeah so i decided to leave to go watch the pcn people....yeah on my way out Kara yelled out itz ok and stuff and Vizcarra was like "hey Bro whatever u do u gotta do i respect that" and i'm jus saing "yeah yeah..." and i left and phreakin' Markulis like a phreakin' hawk or whateverz all walkin' w/ me all trying to convince me...blah he finally left..and i was lookin' for Aizirk kuz i really wanted her advice on this...but she wasn't there...sigh...but Annie was and she klarified this..and so yeah she walked and talked w/ me to my kar and i told her but it wasn't what i was looking for..but thankx Anniebannannie for listening...ure always there to listen...yeah high five***..then yeah i left driving to debut practice thinking about it...when Ate Gissel opened the door the first thing i said was "Ate i have a big problemo" so i toldher whatz up and she 's like "what u have to do this and blah blah yada yada" and i'm thinking "yeah iknow but u dont' know how bad i like doing the show..." yeah phreakin' A they were alll liek "forget Markulis and blah blah"A nd i say "hey ezier for u to say u don't have to phreakin' avoid like 40 something people from now on" and blah blah and they're like what matterz more to u and blah blah..so i had to go through practice w/ that runnin in the back of my mind..so that finally ended and i didn't even say "bye" to ne one kuz they were all wrapped up in there talk and yeah i felt distant from them..so i jus texted Ate Gissel syaing "Ate ima go now" haha yeah i didn't even jus tell her..yeah so i left and went home..and the first thing i told my mom, dad,Neil and K uya Elmer was about my predicament..yeah and they told me their views..and my mom was saying she'd rather have me do the musical and stuff and i say yeah but i ahve to do it for Ate Gissel..and Kuya Elmer said " u should do the debut kuz honestly how many of those other peopel would u hang w/ from now on"a nd i said "honestly a good number kuz they're people i share the same passion w/..they like singing..dancing..performing" and he didnt' say nething after that...and i told him"honestly if i had to choose i'd choose the musical but i have no say in ne of this so blah whateverz" so he tells me ure gonna have to tell him whatz up and dont' let them persuade u and yada yada...and my Mom told me that too..so yeahi decided to kall Mr. Lang and tellhim wassup but i didn't have his number but iknew Hakel would so i found his house number kalled it..guess what..not home...so yeah i jus kalled Markulis up and guess what...voicemail..i said "hey itz me Noel...answer is No...i kan't...i said no....dammit i said NO...............NO!" theni hung up hahaha yeah then i tried kallin' again and he didn't answer..so i go online and Ed IMz me tellin' me to kall Markulis and he tried kkonvincing me some and he said "dang i tried kallin' ure house but it wouldn't go through y is it so hard to get in kontact w/ u i tried asking everyone and no one has ure number" and i said "kuz i'm sekrative like that and he said "well hakel is gonna kall u soon" then he had to hang up kuz he had to put up w/ a buncha people IMing and kalling him tryign to tellhim to convince me to say yes...and yeah so i waited for a while and i got tired of waiting so blah i decided to go to bed then at like 1045 ish i get a phone kall and i rush down my bunk bed and itz Hakel so i xplain to him y i kalled and everything and my situation and the fact that i really really wanna do it but i KAN'T..and he said he wants to push it another week but he dunno so he said that Markulis is gonnna kall after him and he said that MArkulis said not to hang up w/ me unless i say yes hahaha soh eot old me to fake it and say that i hung up on him and we had an argument so i played it off when Markulis kalled hahaha yeah phunny stuff yeah and it old him no and no and more no and he said ok then i have to go see u tomorrow and yeah then the nex morning ..meaing tuesday morning i see MArkulis and he's buggin then it jus so happens that Hakel komes and to play it off the first thing i say "phreakin' Hakel here kallin' me up and makin' me get outa bed" and i guess Markulis bought it hahaha good show indeed...and boy did he bug that day....yeah oh well..then afterwards i went to lrc started hmwrk..then i needed to take a piss..but the upstairs was klosed so i had to go to the one by the band room but i didn't wanna go there kuz i knew some footloose people would b there and so i puton my hood and tried tolook down but they saw me and i kouldn't escape their radar haha yeah Kara saw me first haha then everyone saw me and i kouldn't avoidt hem so yeah i said hi then took my piss then went back to the theater and hcilled w/ them Markulis wasn't there..yeah we were all dancing on stage and messin' around.phun stuff then we stoppedthen someone opened the door and it was a priest..then Father John said hey and to kover it up we were like "hi Father..did u watch Footloose yet?!" and he said "oh yes i saw it on friday " and i wasl ike "di du like it" and he said "Vizcarra and said i love Willard and he said i enjoyed it" and he left haha we were all like "whewwww klose kall"..so thatz when i decided i should leave and they said theyd leave allso so i left...said bye..then went to joez...then i saw toste there said hola for a while..then saw kuzzina kuz Elaine sorta told her a reallyr ealylreally short version of my situtaion..then she was like "look" and i turned around and guess who i saw.......komeon guess...kome on i know u'll get it...yeah see i knew u would..yeah Aizirk was there so i walked there but i wanted to surprize her but she was about to go in her kar and i said out loud "ure leaving already?!" and she turnedaround and was lke "oh hey!" and yeah talked to her and told her my situtaion and she listened to both sides liek i knew she would and she gave some advice and yeah it was nice of her to listen kuz i knew she was about to leave and yeah i told her i was gonna kall her the night b4 but she already went online...yeah so she had to leave then i said bye then went to pcn..said hola to the people i know..then ended up talking to Annie for msot of it..then asked peopel and told peopel to go to Footloose..and i met a new freshmen..his name is John haha i was like "hey itz the guy w/ the guitar": and he's liek "oh yeah" and i said "hey freshmen whatz ure name" and he said all skurred" John" and i'm like "hello John i'm Noel nice to meet u" hahaha and he walked away skurred and me and Annie jus laughed at that hahaha..yeah then it finally ended idont' wanna go into too many detials about pcn it was whateverz..and my fingers are getting tired..so i leave w/ John drop him off at St. L ucy's..then go home..eat dinner..study hardy...go to sleep..usually blah blahthen itz today...prekal...physics..test..hopefully i did good..then lifestyles..movei..then comp...blah..then kame rehersal...the first thing peopel say to me is "u have to do the show" and i 'm like " i kan't?@?!" and i hid inside my sweater kuz everyone kept on buggin' and Liza was too and she wasli ke "i'm sorry noo u have to do ure Ate's debut itz family" and thatz what Lynette said in the first place but phreakin' Liza kept on messin' and yeah afterwards she kept on saying like "i still lov ya even if u don't do the show ure still my dancing partner" and other stuff..yeah damn Mr. Lang is sick..hope he gets well soon..yeah then had rehersal..kraaaaaaaappppyyyyy NO ENERGY!!!!!!!! blah we better get it back tomorrow or it won't b a good show...yeah phreakin' it ended all early too damn i wanted to stay late today..but no ones head wasin the game so to speak..yeah well it ended ..pep talk as usuall...then i was walkin' out i saw Aizirk and i axed her "how was it badh uh" and she said "yup" then i was sorta talking to her on our way out then Jean kame then Aizirk jus turned around and walked w/ Jean and i was like "uh? sigh ok then i'll jus walk alone to my kar" hahaha oh well yeah so i drove home all tired and half asleep...and i'm falling asleep right now...andi need energy for thurs..friday..sat. show..and phreakin' A i still have to write /put together a song w/ D saturday morning..and i have two quizes tomorrow..and a pre kal test on friday..lifes great hahaha oh yeah..there goes todayz sarcarsm but hey dont' forget....KUT FOOTLOOSE!!...and smile...especially when ure on stage...don't forget happy dayz...=)




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