me 17 0 3 1: ouch
silentsc12eam: what happened?
me 17 0 3 1: ouch
silentsc12eam: did she tell u no?
me 17 0 3 1: well i said "ouch" didn't i?
silentsc12eam: well what did she say
me 17 0 3 1: i dunno i was trying to block it out
silentsc12eam: oh sorry
me 17 0 3 1: well basically we were standing by the trunk of her kar
me 17 0 3 1: and Kristine was already inside the kar jus waiting
me 17 0 3 1: and ok
silentsc12eam: luna?
me 17 0 3 1: so we were sorta talking and then it was quiet
me 17 0 3 1: no her sister
silentsc12eam: oh wait
silentsc12eam: uhuh
me 17 0 3 1: and iw as like "sooo..r u gonna tell me now or next week?"
me 17 0 3 1: and she's like "well do u want to hear it now" and i'm like "yeah"
silentsc12eam: uhuh
me 17 0 3 1: and she said basically i don't know the xact wording u kan ask her she was like "..no"
me 17 0 3 1: and i was like "ohh...y?"
me 17 0 3 1: and she was like "well we don't really talk that much ne more and it was really random when u asked me and i don't know if u noticed but i feel really awkward when ure around" and i was like "ohh"
silentsc12eam: aww
me 17 0 3 1: and she's like "yeah and well kuz the thing is that i asked Laura 'where's nex yearz prom the same place?' and she said yeah it is and well i don't want to my prom to b in the same place and i don't wanna walk in there going like been there done that ...
silentsc12eam: :-\
silentsc12eam: oh i see
me 17 0 3 1: i don't wanna feel like itz whateverz and i really don't want my first prom to b someone elses i want it to be mine and yeah
me 17 0 3 1: and i don't really wanna go to more than one
me 17 0 3 1: and i jus kept on going "ohhh...i see" but inside "i was quiet and deep w/in i jus wanted to yell and skream"
silentsc12eam: awww
me 17 0 3 1: and so like she was asking me "oh do u have a back up" and i was like "umm no...like every ones already like 'no i wanna go w/ someone kuz itz suppsed to b 'magical' and so everyones kinda paired up" and i dont'know or remember if she said "sorry" or not kuz i dunno in all honest a 'sorry' wouldn't of helped the situation nor did it if she said it
silentsc12eam: yeah i understand. thosee sorries that prbly wouldn't make a difference
me 17 0 3 1: and so yeah after that she was like "Well i have to go now" and i said "ohh ok" then she said bye and gave me a hug..instead of me initiating first like itz usually been..then she walked to go inside her kar and i said "bye" and she said "bye" and i said "drive safely...wear ure seatbelts" then she laughed a bit then i walked back
me 17 0 3 1: then i saw Dominic and told him the news
me 17 0 3 1: u know what dayumn whenever bad stuff happends he's always around
me 17 0 3 1: and we started talking
silentsc12eam: aww
me 17 0 3 1: and i told him what she said like a reall short version
silentsc12eam: oh i seee
silentsc12eam: =\
silentsc12eam: i'm sorry noel.
me 17 0 3 1: and i was like "man Bro..if i don't get no date by Easter i say forget it mann....i'm already going to Wilson's prom neway" and he's like "yeah jus go to the afterparties" and i'm like "i guess i'll jus join u then Bro" and he laughed and i said "i dunno damn" and he left to go to servite or something
me 17 0 3 1: yeah then i was really out of it from that point on
silentsc12eam: weell, i warned you. hopefully it wasn't as painful then after i warned you



ouch in deed....should i still go to prom?....i don't even feel like it...oh well i'm going to Wilson's and ima b surrounded by old skool hommies i'll have phun at that one.."YEAH I WILL!"...my bro Dominic aint even gonig to our prom..he's ognna protest and plus he went to last yearz i think i might protest w/ him also.......sigh i dunno.........................
i need a date....

happy dayz?

=/
posted by Leon at 8:38 PM