yawwwwwnnnn...i started thinking like always and it kame to mind that i haven't really done a thinking blog in a while..itz usually been a message to someone blog..or a lyric blog..or a jus plain this is what happend on thatday and thatz y it was soo much phun kinda blog so i guess now itz time for a thinking blog...hmm mayb after this one my fingers will b all tired and i'll b all sleepy then ikan finally go to sleep..hmm oh yeah they say that the reason y people stay up b4 they go to sleep is that they think wayyyyyyyyy to much and the way to relieve that is to have a lil journal or whateverz or someway to get all of ure thoughts offa ure mind..well not all of 'em but u know most of 'em offa ure mind so ure mind has less stuff to think about and less info to process and it kan koncentrate on sleeping..and sleep is good..speaking of sleep i get to sleep later than usual tonight kuz tomorrow i don't have no skool haha YAY!!..yeah itz Senior ditch day..hahah kool but stupid kuz they phreakin' announce that mess on the phreakin' skool kalender..it should it should jus b an unanouced unscheduled event where allt eh seniors jus don't go to skool on a partikular day...oh well kan't argue..i mean we don't have skool..whatz there to argue about that...hmmm my eyes r burning whenever i look at the komptuer so from now on until i decide to open my eyes i'm gonna type w/ my eyes klosed...lo siento for ala the spelling errorz haha..ok so here we goo...hmmm lets see here..whatz been on my mind lately...tinking..tinking... thinking...and thinking some more..hmmmm i got it! hmmmmmmmmmmm noo i don't...wait a min. i have it! ...yeah i have it hahaha yeah i've jus been thinking about how senior year has gone by so fast and how much stuff has happend...itz krrrrrrazzzzzzzyyyyyyy....but krrrrrrazzzzzzzy in a gooooood way tho..not a bad way...i never did so much stuff in a skool year...i never thought i'd do ne of the stuff i did...yeah itz krazy...i mean bust out during a dance haha...well senior luau...then bust out during lunch kinda...bust out during a phreakin' Rally..thatz like WHOAAAAAAAAAA Hahaha thatz infront of alla the skool haha...that wasn't my best..not like senior luau....yeah thatw as the best i ever did this skool year haha...yeah hm what else..damn so much stuff happend...i got to sing at the via riviera in dwntwn Long Beach thatz liek wHOAAAAA that view..it was amazing..damn...the energy ...damn...i never heard my choir sing like that b4 haha..yeah hmm what else haha formal...blind date gurl hahahaha ...thatz what i always kall the pikture haha..i don't think she'lle ver read this so whateverz haha...yeah and for those of u who've seen the pick...yeah iknow u may say she's pretty or whateverz but the gurl doesn't have no smile...SHE DOESN'T! komeon u know she don't got no smile....and for those of u who really know me a smile is muy importante..i mean komeone...itz one of the things that kan brighten a persons day....a gurl has to have a smile...yeah ...a guy w/ a smile..doesn't go w/ a gurl who don't got no smile..it don't work that..it doesn't...haha hmm what else..well every year has itz highs and lows...yeah i've had my lows this year...my Lola passed away in september..yeah Lola means grandmother in tagalog...yeah that was a purdy low point this year and my life aktually yeah..sigh...then hmm what else..oh!..i almost lost a good friend..damn i was blinded by emotion then...blah..phreakin' A...yeah i almost lost her for good...dang i never meant to hurt her or to push her away....sigh...yeah things rn't really the way they used to b...but she told me it would end up like this if i ever did what i ended up doing...yeah she warned me..dang...sigh...really suckx too..i mean when u really get to know someone really well and damn ure jus soo kool w/ them dang then all of asudden emotions start happening...and always at the phreakin' wrong time...damn ...then bang! drama kinda happends..and dang it doesn't feel all that great...yeah ....when the thought of losing someone u really kare about komes..i don't kare what u say...even if u say it was whateverz and i over reacted but hey man...u won't know unless u been in the same chuckx as me hahaha...yeah sigh..i miss how it was b4...kan't really do much...things happen for a reason..itz time to look forward and head on....at least she smiles and itz a happy "hey!" then hug ..kuz u know b4 it was more of a "..ohh hey.." yeah...so yeah hopefully over time thingz will get to klose to normal....hmm yeah what else low pionts..i dunno what else...hmm high points...ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh FOOTLOOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha yeah that was the best..dang...thankx Mr. Lang for buggin' the hell outa me to join..haha damn ididn't even have to try out thatz soo dope he jus told me to show up then i ended up w/ a phreakin' part..thatz kraaaazy...i never thought i'd b all that good w/ it but i was...as the Footloose peopoles would say..."YEAH U WERE!!!!!!" haha i miss 'em all..i know things won't b the same w/ most of 'em...but i mean hey at least we're all kool w/ each other..thatz always a plus..i met so many kool peopel in that gang...HI EVERYONE!! hahaha..i know who reads this..haha Eugene sometimes..from Footloose.and ummm....Six =) haha ...yeah thatz about it..yeah....hehehe..HOLA PROM DATE!! =) hehe..yeah hmm what else..dang.....yeah if i didn't join Footloose..i would of never met those people..and i would of never really gotten klose to some of those people......yeah it was kool....we all need to hang one of these dayz...yeah we all need to get kicked out of a hoff's hutt or something hahahaha...yeah dang and now prom is like on saturday..thatz like WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA hahaha...yeah i remember last year and the year b4 that my Bro Dominic and I would always b talkin'a bout who'd we b goin' to prom w/ and who'd go w/ who and stuff like that...yeah Dominic predikted Augusto's right haha..and i kould never predict his tho kuz u know him...him and gurlz...haha thatz another topic..and he sorta predikted mine haha he was general about it tho he waslike ..."she's gonna b pretty and dope..and ure gonna have aphun time" haha phreakin' Dominic haha thatz jus like him haha and now he's not going phreakin' A...haha..oh well we went to Wilson's and that was phun...yeah ..hmm i never thought i'd b going to another prom other than my own..but it was a kool xperience..it was phun..a wholenother vibe..i still need to finish that blog HAHA...yeah hmm so after 4 formalz...and a publik skool prom...lastly komes my prom..dang..krazy....i've done purdy good for a really shy guy who used to b hella made phun of and was told that i'd never go to a formal ever..haha yeah..yeah my old klassmates at first would of never believed it but now they do kuz they know i've changed haha but in a good way..i'm more social now yeah ..and they know that i'm kool w/ alota gurlz and stuff.....yeah thatz slightly surprizing hehe...oh well...everything happens for a reason..yeah dang prom....thatz krazy....i never thought in a million yearz i'd b going w/ the gurl i'm going w/ now...i don't mean that in a bad way but a really good way hehe..i mean dang kuz ok b4 this year i guess i really didn't talk to her all that much..well i don't think i ever said a single word to her..yeah i was always skurred haha...remember i'm still shy...yeah and plus i only met her once what..sophmore year...i doubted that she'd even remember ME so yeah..and she was liek a cheerleader gurl b4 yeah i'd see her at rally's and b like "damn she's hott..dang i'll never get to talk to her" and Dominic will go like "oh her..i know her" haha yeah aint that sumtin...yeah and i remember too at senior luau how i wanted to dance w/ her kuz yeah i saw my chance too kuz i remember i was dancing alone hahaha yeah u kan find that blog somewhere..but yeah i was doing my own thing and whenever i would look over to her lil circle i'd see her and she wouldn't b dancing w/ neone and i wanted to jus go over there and to jus start dancin' w/ her..but yeah i was still weak sauce hahaha...so yeah thatz y if ure ever wondering y i didn't dance w/ no gurlz at senior luau kuz well number 1 i was too fokused on jus dancing bymyself haha and number 2 kuz i was too shy to dance w/ the gurl i wanted to dance w/...yeah so that would xplain y i jus danced w/ the tree shrub hahaHAHAHA remember Annie?!?! phunny stuff..good times..yeah i remmbmer that well...haha yeah like there was a chair there and like i started dancing w/ the chair pretending to give lap dances to like an imaginary person then Kara and Kristine saw and they were like walking toward to chair but then phreakin' stupid teachers watching haha..i was gonna give 'em one too dang...don't worry therez still prom..haha i kan give free lap dances then hahahaha...that sounded like something Dominic would say haha..yeah krazyness..yeah i guess u kould say i'm going to prom w/ the gurl who i've been eyein' out for a while hahaha...i bet when she reads this she's gonna all b like 'wtf?!?!?!?!" hahaha yeah i don't think i ever told her hahaha well i proally hinted it but yeah i never aktually said it straight out...yeahbut ure still really kool no matter what prom date...yeah i feel really lucky that i'm going w/ u...kuz i know how many guyz asked u and how many guyz wanted to ask u and out of all of 'em....u picked me...=)....yeah i feel like i won the lottery or something..like the phreakin' jackpot...kuz yeah i mean thatz like "whoaaaaaaaa" komeone..think about it guyz....i mean u ask the gurl who u thought u'd never ever talk to ...and u know abunch of guyz already asked her and then i guess u're preparin' for the worse and then she tells u "yeah" dang i dunno but damn i'd b trippin' going "whoa she picked me?!?! wtf?!?! y me?!" hahahaha thatz what i think sometimes honestly...but i'm glad u said "yeah" and i'm glad i mustered enough kourage to ask u....yeah hmm i hope u got my voice mail...well i'll jus kall u again tomorrow to diskuss prom plans..haha itz like in two dayz and we didn't even plan nething...we're such prokrastinators....YEAH WE ARE! hahaha alrighty this is gettin' purdy long i guess i'm done for today...till nex time...same happy channel..same happy time...same happy place..and same happy dayz

posted by Leon at 11:43 PM