hmmm..ok i guess this'll b like one of my og kinda blogz..rambling..and rambling on some more...ok lemme think what was 'esterday...ohhh 'esterday i wwas bored out of my mind..i played everymusikal instrument in this house..drumz..guitar..bass..keyboard?!?!..yess keyboard..i have one...itz by the window if u never noticed...hmm yeah...like i as really bored...good thing people kalled me outa no where..that kept me from loosing it....i mean i dunno i should make the most of the time i spend at home..but still u kan only b at home for a certain period of time b4 going krazy...yeah thatz how kome when i go to kollege..ima start of kollege and like join stuff..i dunno stuff that'll i'll like...oh yeah that reminds me i need to ask Kuzzin Rey Rey when kabaam practices r..so i have an xcuse to leave the house during the week...hmmmbut yeah back to kollege..i need ot join stuff...yeah mayb i'll try out for a vokal group..or mayb a play haha..i dunno...take up gutiar klasses..i dunnno..i jus need to figure out what i really like in life and what i'll wanna wake up every single phreakin' morning doing...hmm what was i talking about b4 this..oh yeah being at home..oh yeah 'esterday i was getting blahh and krazy haha..i dunno i really wanted to go out..and it doesn't help when it jus so happpens when at the xact momment in time or the day i'mr eally irritatted at staying at home people kall and ask 'hey letz go out?' or 'hey kan u go out?' or 'kome on Bro..everyones going..lets goo" ..yeah i mean i guess this is what i always axed for...offers to go do stuff..kuz taht never ever happend b4..bu tnow it iz..but now i kan't go out..yeah like 'esterday or was it today..i forget i made some komment to my mom 'oh i was talkin' to batman..and he was gonna kome over and take me out' and my mom mad that face and that sound affect and the phraze or sentence 'go out?!(in an angry tone..well not angry but irritated)...stay home na lang...itz already late" and as i'm walking outa the room i like whisper "late?!?! itz only 4 something' this is soo gay....yeah thatz y last night my away message wasn't all that chipper or happy....hmm u wanan know what it said?..oh u do?..ok i'll go get it........i'm not in the best mood right now...i feel trapped in a kage under a rock again..bllaahhhhh....i need human kontact..i need fresh air...and by the way if ure not doing nething tomorrow from the time u wake up till around 4pm ish kome over kuz i'm lonely.....yeah jus kall....or better yet jus surprize me.....but kall and fake me out then surprize me...yeah...ok back to boredum.... yeah thatz what it said..theni think i had another one after that.....lemme go get it.....hmm i still feel blah and trapped in akage..but i feel better knowing that therez people who kare....hmm..thankx...for the kallz..and the imz....keep 'em komin hahaha......yeah ok Annie said she might kome over tomorrow to jamm.....thatz one person...who else?..kome on?...who wants to learn drumz?...ne one?...jus IM me..kall me..w.hateverz...jus talk to me........yeah that was better than the first..well Annie didn't kome over today hahah Elaine did but i'll get to that later...hmm yeah....oh yeah Thankx Elaine for komin over....u jus kame over like whateverz haha..like no problemo haha..it wasphun to teach another person how to play the drummz..good stuf...u learn purdy fast too....yeah hmm whta else....hmmm yeah being stuck at home suckx..and i dont' get y my moms all hella trippin..like today we were atmy uncles house kuz we visited him kuz he jus had surgery..and my Kuya was liek "i thought u were gonna kome by the movies yesterday?" and i said "oh i dunno i kouldn't go out" and he's liek "oh i'm working tomorrow" and i'm liek "ok...aye dad kan i go to the movies tomorrow" and he said "i dunno" like 8 times hahaha..then i asked my mom and her response waslike 'no blah blah..u shouldn't take advantage of ure KUya's work like that'' and i'm like " well Kuya Elmer went for free.. Kuya Jun Jun did...Kuya Brian and some of his friends...and Kuya Art is all offering me...itz one of the benifits" and blah blah u kno wmy mom..welll most of u don't...but yeah my moms weird like that..hella protective blahhh..itz gay to the max...and my dad's jus whateverz most if not all o fthe time itz my mom who's alwayz tellin' me to stay at home..my dad's thing is....if u do what u have to do at home then so b it...but he doesn't let me go out kuz my mom always sayz know..blah....damn jus kuz my mom was all raised hella strict doesnt' mean she has the right to do that to me.....damn jus release me otu into the wild like how my dad was when he was a kid..blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....someone kidnap me...haha ure gonn ahave to go through my mom first...soo good luck...but seriously....i need a reason to go out ...w/my parents i ju skan't go 'mom i'm going to Dominic's house" or 'mom i'm going to Kara's..itz movie day" blahhh nooooooooooo they always have to know where..w/who..how long..yad ayad...blah..i'm mother phreakin' 17 yearz old gosh darn it...and i'm a phreakin' GUY...i';m gonna b phreakin' 18 in a kouple weeks...blah they kan't do that bullshit to me then..phreakin' they're pissin' me off..oh yea by the way we went to sam ash today..traded guitarz..yeah so itz officiall..only i kan play my new guitar....as Kara said 'ure getting married to ure new guitar" haha..inside joke haha....hmm what else.......i went to sleep early last night..im ean this morning..like at 3 am ...thatz purdy early...hehehe...yeah lo siento i left early...hmmm...what else...oh i was watchin' konan...haha i have an away message about htat too........i'm watchin' Konan....i didn't go newhere....i'm jus not facing the komp..and the komp monitor is turned off to save energy....but i'm still here....and i'm not going newhere...yeah i was talking to Kara online and jus inkase i didn't answer...u know i thought i put up an away message..oh yeah she wasn't talking half of the time online 'esterday...it was either Sushi..or Jenn..yeah but i kould tell...dont' ask me how..i jus know....hmmm what else...oh yeah talking to Kara is kool....haha she made a komment last night i think it was...she wasl ike "yeah talking to u is kool..u should talk to ureself Noel.." and i'm like "hahah yeah right..Neil will think i'm even krazier or something" yeah that was a phunny thought....i guess u really don't know how umm entertaining(lo siento for a lack of a better word) ure konversationz kan b....kuz itz not liek ure really listening to ureself..i mean u ARE but ure not on the recieving end...so when she said that it was phunny and kinda like."whoa hmm u really think so?" haha i shoulda said that aloud oh well..she's gonna read this neway...hmmm oh yeah back to konan...there was kim katreell(ikan't spell..hey that rhymes) yeah from sex in the city..and she was talking about the usuall sex stuff haha that was phunny ....that was an entiresting..[say aloud...yess..good job.. high five** =)]..segment..yeah she made a komment about Catholic school boyz being the nastiest kuz they have all of this stuff bottled up and then Konan wasli ke 'oh bottled up right..ready to xplode' haha yeah it was phunny..a very sexually geared konversation...yeah...hmm oh yeah and the guy who playz bruce banner in the hulk was there...i wanna watch that..i wanna see if they gave justice to the kartoon...hmm oh yeah and they already made punisher..i wanna see that..and i still haven't seen xmen 2...reloaded...i gotta find nemo....pirates of the karibean is komin out..and the angeles of charlie also..damn i gotta alota movies to watch..not to mention the ones that Kara's putting down on her long list of movies...she said itz like a page long or so.....=/.....hopefully my eyesight won't go bad from watching all of those movies hahahaha..oh yeah she stilll hasn't seen old skool yet tho haha..thatz phunny...but she's waiting till i kan watch it w/ her..which is kool of her...=)...YEAH IT IS!!...yeah ok thatz kinda bbettter tho kuz we kan make phun of stuff right after the movie in person...in person jokes r always phunnier...kuz u kan see the persons initial reaktion..u know body language..facial xpressions...tone of voice...etc. etc...hmm i have no point to this....i've really jumped around w/ this blog......mayb i'm loosing it..or mayb i'm jus not thinking.....lately i haven't been thinking...which is kinda strange..and kinda good....kuz if u know me...i think alot...or well i used to...now itz moore kontrolled thinking....not like 24 hours a day ...but jus good enough to keep the mind aktive and alive and awake....hmm...this not thinking all day is a first..i know kuzzin REy REy would b proud of me hahahaa...yeah i still gotta teach her more tsuff on the drummz..and i gotta tell her i wanna join kabaamm! haha oh yeah hmm Annie said she's havin'a debut..well she does'nt know yet....hmm she asked me to b in her kourt..i feel honored hehe...the lsat time i was asked was for my Ate Gissel..and yeah she only asked me kuz i think kuz she knew i'd go to the practices(but i didn't kuz i had footloose hahaha) and kuz she's not all that klose w/ alota guyz but she is w/ me...but that waskool of her...yeah hmmm yeah the other time i was axed i was axed to b back up kuz someone kouldn't make it...i felt somewhat surprized/honored for that but i wask ind like....'hmm u shoulda jus asked me in the first place..if i said yes i woulda meant it and i wouldn't of been a flake..but since i'm sekond best i dunno if i kan do it kuz i have other priorities'hahaha thatz what went on in my head..hmmmm yeah...hmmm thinking thinking..nothing nothing..lalalala....hmmm oh yeah....i like the stage where i'm at right now....itz not like b4 when one person had more feelings for the other and it wasn't balanced...and i was all hella late w/ aktually jus saying how i felt .....but this time itz different.a.nd i like it...i've been honest from thes tart...and i've been straightforward in the most indirect way possible at times hehe...but yeah i like this...yeah....hmmm.....if u don't know what i'm talking about..itz kool...u don't have to know..it wasjus a thought of mine..but if u do know what i'm talking about...good job...i think itz really kool that we're booth at the same eye level so to speak u know...we jus say how we feel....honesty is the best policy so ure grandmother tellz u..hmm...oh it reminds me of when they interviewed jtimblake about what u need for a good relationship he said umm..honesty and trust...yeah u gotta say what u really feel so u don't have ne sekrets or sekond thought i mean jus say what u really feel..kuz later down the road it'll prevent u from alota heart ache and komplikations and konfuzionz...and trust well u need to trust the other person...u kan't always sekond guess them or wonder what they're upt o or if they're all faithfull or whateverz....everyone has their own lives..u kan't argue or interfere w/ that u kan't make another person give up what they already have jus for u....u have to let them do their own thang..an du gotta do ure own thang but u gotta realize the booth of u have one special thang goin' on and u kan't do nething to mess that up u know....hmmm oh yeah when iw as at Sam Ash today i was watching the salesman Francisco play..damn he's helllllllllllla good ..he was playing all of this krazy jazzy stuff..then i heard him bust out Van Halen then like i'm like "hey! thatz Van Halen" and he nodded and smiled and i was like "kan u play eruption" and he wsa like "oh itz been awhile lemme see if i kan play that" and he busted it out like nothing...damn his fingers were like flying.it wasn't like he was even playing haha..and all of his bends were like xact ...kraziness...yeah he's phreakin' good..yeah i asked him how long he's been playing he was like around 5 yearz old and he was like 'yeah i kome from mexico and they weren't no cd players or tapes or nething like that..we jus had rekords and 8 tracks" and i was like 'dang" and he wasli ke "yeah i'd listen to the tape over and over to try to learn the song" and i'm all thinking "damn thatz the way they used to do it og back in the day..there weren't no tabz or cheat sheetz w/ the chords or nething..u jus listened and u wore out the rekord tillu koudlnt' play it ne more' and yeah i think ima do that lil by lil...i mean i'll start w/ ez songs....i remember i used to do that w/ my MetallicA..kuz not all of the tabs would b xact so i would have to figure it out on the guitar...damn....thatz when i had speed on the guitar hahaha...yeah i'm getting there..but i wanna b more well rounded....kuz i diskovered punk and ska after heavy Metal and hard rock yeah...and now i wanna get into blues and jazz..and yeahhh u jus kan't klose ure earz off to different types of musik kuz they're different....u gotta b open minded..aint that riiite Prom Date....hehehehe...hmm..speakin' of music...warped tour is komin' up....i'm not hella stoked like lil alien gurl or nething...i didn't smell the tickets haha...i haven't even seen 'em yet..hmm but yeah iz a different set of bands..no drive thru stage..gosh darn it..but itzkool...but the gay thing is that alot of the bands i wanna see are playing at thes ame time..gayness indeed....like how am i suppsoed to pick between less than jake tsunami bomb and another band hah i forgot the list...and yeah the used and rufio are playing at the same time oh yeah that reminds me of something...i was talking to Ate Jackie online earlier today and we were talking about whateverz and stuff and how r things and i'm like kool..and whatz going on and i'm like really kool friends and yeah and is she goin to warped and i'm like yeah and she's like kool ure gonna get to chill w/ hera nd i'm like yeah and im like 'yeah i'm not jus gonna b like..hey itz Karen Mondok..she goes to joez" hahaha oh yeah and she was all komplaining aboutall these dope bands playing at the same time and she's like 'i bet she's gonna b like ...Noel..lets go watch.....and ure gonna have to go w/ her" and i'm liek "hahaha....well she kan watch 'the used' while i watch my 'rufio' and we kan meet up after" hahaha kuz i really really really really wanna watch Rufio...i'm sorry =/...but yeah like if i don't watch Rufio i'm not gonna feel like i saw a favorite band perform on stage at Warped...yeah kuz i wanna watch how they pull of those krazy ass phreakin' guitar lickx like at top notch speed and they prheakin' go krazy on stage too..soo i heard..oh another phunny thing said w/ my konvo w/ Ate Jackie went like this..."hey noel what if she leads u to the pit...then u have to go muwahahaha"(kuz she konws i don't like the pit and thatz Dominic's home i like to chill and watch the guitarists) and my response wasl ike " uhhi don't think so...she's really chill and there for the music not soo much get all krazy in the pit" and my Ate wasli ke "damn......kome on Noel..no more of this...'no i'm kool Ate i jus wanna watch the guitarist'" and i'm like "well ok fine...we''lll see...mayb i should start lifting now haha" and she was like "haha..ok ok..we'll see..we'll seee" haha yeah that was kinda phunny....hmm ok i think i'm purdy much done w/ todayz blog..i need to play guitar now....hmm yeah i need to play guitar kuz itz not like i kan talk to the person who i really wanna talk to kuz she's not at home..but itz all good...she's out w/ her kuzzinz havin' phun..and plus she's getting CDZ!! haha ...u shoulda told me to burn u the new warped and Rufio....i've had the Rufio cd like a month b4 it kame out haha...but yeah...i'll jus burn u other cdz..ok i better stop myself b4 i go on and on and another one of my graduation blogz..but i guess i'm done.......oh yeah..if ure bored..kall me...kome over or something..letz jamm..and if u dn't know how to jamm.i'll teach u something so we kan jammm....yeah kome over this month and mayb nex month after my rents get to know u they're release me out into the wild w/ my friends hahahaha..alrighty i'm done....or not..or not not.....yeahhh i'm done....happy dayz....adios 4 now...
posted by Leon at 1:06 AM