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Friday, July 04, 2003
hmm....i'm sitting in our hotel room in Circus Circus....hmm i never thought i'd b bloggin' from Vegas...hahaha...i mean i didn't think there would b akomputer to use u know...but my Kuya brought it along..soo u know me i kan't stay away from being online for two long..so here i am...yeah i'm at Begas....hmm we left around 12 ish...yeah the first time i think we ever left later than 6 am...yeah it was weird but kool i guess...no waking up b4 the sun even kame out...yeah i even ate b4 we left..usually i dont' eat nething..yeah but it took longer than usual to get here..aprox a total of like 6 hours...yeah traffic....traffic in bellflower...in san bernadino...in lenwood....past barstow...traffic everywhere..well i shouldn't komplain kuz i was sleeping most if not all of the time....yeah hmmm yeah we got to like lenwood(itz a kouple miles b4 barstow) in 3 and ahalf hours or so..i jus woke up and was like 'whoa we're here' then i looked at my phone and it said 'one new tex message' hmm i was thinking....'hmm who'd tex me at this hour....the only person would b Kuya Elmer telling me to do something or to check something or to axe something' but i looked and i was like "hey! itz pD! =)" haha yeah if u don't get it..u dont' get it..if u get it ..u get it...yeah thankx for the tex..hopefully u got the one i sent u....yeah so then after gas we went to eat at in and out...yeah jus as i thought prodominently a pudi environment....yeah but itz koool..and i mean literally it was in the store....i didn't think it would b soo hott over here..well no duh i know itz gonna b hottt but i'm not used to it i suppose....yeah so we got here at like 7 ish..oh yeah and right now on Carson the band is playing "Hot for the Teacher..by Van Halen" and that was the song that i heard when we got into Vegas..hmmm krazy vibes..ohh yeah and Carson's filming at the hardrock hotel...yeah those r jus some tid bits of info...basikally we chilled and rested till the sun kame down and then we finally went out at liek 10....yeahh but b4 we did...we watched tv...my mom made reservations for mysteiree...yeah we're gonna watch it tomorrow night...yeah i'm xcited haha....yeah they say itz good..so i hope itz as good as D tells me...yeah soo yeah we finally leave....ummmmmMMMMmmm...yeah we walked all the way toooo Venitia.....yeah thatz as far as we went...we walked..yeah then we went to the food kourt haha..that was kinda phunny...yeah well ok so after going to two food places and diskovering that they sold out of food kuz it was already 12 midnight i ended up going to the pizza place..and i saw the pizza that i wanted..but i let this kouple go in front of me....a spanish speaking kouple..yeah and guess what pizza they got...the hawiiaaann pizza..blahh i was al thinking "damn thatz my pizza!" haha oh well..i jus got another one....yeah....then i ate my pizza....hmm oh yeah i jus noticed this right now..well today ..no matter what place we went or passsed by they had a phreakin' krispy kreame there...last year they only had it at xkaliber.....but now itz everywhere...yeah ok so after i eat my pizza i wanted some donuts...yeah so my family was like ok buy a dozen and get an empty half dozen box so we kan put the left overs in there so we won't have to take the whole box to the room....and i guess i really wasn't thinking at all...so when i went to go buy it i got a dozen and a half dozen hahaha...and when ikame back my lil bro Neil and my Kuya Elmer were like 'wtf??!@!" hahahaha yeah and they kept on going on and ong about how slow i am and stuff...yeah it was amuzing for the 10 min. we werelaughing..then they started talking about how all of my kuzzinz r born in Long Beach and how i'm the odd ball....yeah i don't feel like saying where i'm bored..i don't like people knowing..but yeah...i'm jus different...and i told my Kuya..'yeah thatz y i'm soo slow..itz kuz i'mnot born in Long Beach'....blah...yeahhhh oh yeah and i dunno i jus realized that today again i haven't been thinking all that much at all...welll yeah i have but i dunno i'm alwayz jus spacin' out..like the whole way here i jus listened to cd after cd after cd....i mean itz kool and all ..i dunno mayb i was still sleepy...well in fakt i was stilly sleepy but yeah...i gues on our way back i'm gonnna do somemore thinking....yeah kuz i started thinking of july and august..and how my summerz almost up and how i don't have much time left and every momment kounts u know...yeah i kan't waste time....whatever we want is out there..itz jus on us to work our asses off and go get it....yeah..hmmmm....yeah what else was on my mind today....i need to like get off my ass haha...like litterally i don't do much...yeah and i'm applying for that job...and damn..thatz like 4o hours of my week gone away....yeah and i kan't waste time..and i started thinking about the youth group and the choir and how i need to get serious on that..and i'm always jus half assing it and how no wonder we don't really go newhere kuz not EVERYONE is working their asses off...i mean i understand that they have their own lives..we all do..therez no question about it...but if we really want it to work we really have to work hard at it..and that nothing komes ez.nothingz a handout....yeah....=/......yeahhh...and i need to start rekording every single thing i play on theguitar..kuz yeah i'm jus letting all of ideaz go to waste if i jus kome up w/ a buncha krap and i don't rekord it and i don't put it to ne good use....yeah i'm lagging hella kompared to most kids around the world who r alot mroe serious about themusik than i am...yeah hmmm what else..oh yeah i started thinking about kollege..and how i kan't ph*ck up...kuz i have a number of lil kuzzinz who r all looking up to me and i kan't skrew up kuz therez enough skrew ups out there and well kuz they're parents are always telling them..."ohh look at ure Kuya Noel..he graduated w/ honorz....see ahh u have to study hard...no wasting time....blah blah etc. etc." yeah....i gotta start doing stuff....yeah....i gotta start thinkin again...i know itz gonna get me into alot of trouble...kuz if u know me and how i used to think and how much of my thinking kept me from inaction and how it got me into alot of pot holes u kould say i guess....yeah well i gues itz time to go back there to the thinking...hmm...yeah i know iknow..i told myself i wouldn't think that much ne more..but i'm afraid i have to.....but i guess i need to start thinking for the better...and thinking that'll lead to aktion..not jus thinking that jus leaves me here and no where and yeahh....hmm itz 2 am now...yeah the nights still young hehe...and plus i'm at vegas the city that never sleeps....yeah well i guess i'll stop now itz time to watch karson daly...and mayb i'll fall asleep...yeah i guess thatz all fortodayz adventure to vegas....it doesn't even feel like i left....=/ ...hmmmMMMmmm.....oh well...i'm done i guess...for now.....bye for now.........
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