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Sunday, July 27, 2003
hmmm...ok....i really didn't feeel like bloggin' right now..but i started thinking about what else am i gonna do..so i kan't waste time or nething....so yeah lets see how long this one gets...so yeah if u know or if u didn't know i had my lil bday shindig thingi 'esterday...yeah...i kleaned the whole phreakin' house hahaha..damn....and i redokorated my room too...yeah itz purdy dope now....itz like 'WHOOAA" yeah..krazy stuff..so after the kleannig and the pickin' up food and stuff...i jus start jammin' w/ Neil....then Kuya Brian and Ate Jackie kome...and i'm like kool..then a kouple min. from that...kuzzina kuz...kuzzinakuz'z kuzin...Sushi...Lil Alien..and Prom Date kame....yeah all at the same time...so that was kool..so i say 'HEY!" and stuff...and then while walking around pD sayz 'did u see ure bday kard?" and i said "uhh no..where is it?" and she's like "itz in ure room" and i'm thinking "ok where am i gonna find it...she better have not hid it...." yeah so i walk in my room and itz siting on my swivle chair thinigi....yeah pD'z right it is a dope kard!...hahaha...itz like the best bday kard i've ever recieved...one of themost kreative too....and like not only is it something different kuz "differen't is good" but itz kolorfull...and it has a lot of writing..and i like reading peoples thoughtz especially pD's thoughts...yeah and not only that ...it had piktures of icekream stick thingis haha..i dunno what they're kalld..and like they had differen't kolored picks and stuff on the back..yeah very very kreative indeed.....she gets the award for the best bday kard this year....hehehe yeah so i read it...yeah but while i'm reading it i kinda had some interruptions kuz Ate Jackie would kome in and she was axin' questions while i was all reading it ...but she looked at thekard and was like 'damn..none of my friends ever gave me a kard like that" hahaha..and she jus left kuz she was like "aww itz too kute..i'll let u read it alone" hahaha and i'm all thinking "uhh ok?" hahaha yeah...so it started off kool..kuz i got a dope kard...oh yeah!...and if ure wonderin' what pD gave me..well sides the new Michelle Branch cd..and the dope kard..she gave me this songwriters notebook thingi..itz purdy dope....itz purdy thick too..so i now i need to write songs and good ones too so i kan fill up the pages..so later on in life i kan show it to her and show that i made use of what she gave me u know...and yeah itz purdy dope...therez a place to put the guitar chords...and like lyrics..and like little side notes and stuff..and the key of the song...yeah itz purdy krazy...yeah...and the kover is black and it has a giant G kleff on it...yeah purdy krazy...yeah....ok so after that i found pD and gave her a hug and said thankx..and yeah..thatz how the shindig started...then i kontinued on w/ the jammin w/ Neil....i jus told him lets juspraktice for later...but then Fredrick kame...(he's Dominic's younger kuzzin)...yeah w/ two amps..and two guitarz too..dang ...yeah..but he's a leftie..so we jamemd w/ him for a long time...and while the jamming more people kept komin...so instead of starting when a whole bunch of people were already here...we jus started w/ no one here and as time went on morepeople kame...yeah it was kool....i knew it was gonna happen like that..kuz afterall nothign ever goes as planned....but oh well it was phun...yeah so i jammed..and we jammed..and i tried getting people to sing along...yeah but oh well.....hmmm what else...yeah so we jus kept on jamming and jamming..then more people kame...then i axed D if he wanted to do a set..and we did the standard ..Nobel and D set....yeah..the day belongs to you...Eyesore...ummm...that one reggae song we wrote haha..yeah and that was kool..good stuff....then i kontinued on w/ the akoustics....i got pD to sing...muwahahahaha....i knew she really wanted to ..i kould tell...she kept on singing to herself while we were playing and stuff....yeah...i saw u...hahaha....yeah....hmm we jus did Michelle Branch songs..kuz thatz what she's been singing alot lately...yeah....i think we did...Till i get over you....a lil bit of Desperately...umm....It's You....yeah....hmmm good stuff....but yeah i noticed when she would sing everyone would all b watching....yeah so nex time i'm gonna make her sing even more to make more people pay attention..kuz it didn't really feel like much of the people were paying attention to me but itz all good....it was kind better than prakticing in an empty room....kinda......yeah so more jamming and jamming...and yeah then i busted out w/ my akoustics...and the songs in my black book..yeah i sang Honestly...and pD was nice enough to b my boook stand hehehe...=)....yeah then other songs..haha like i was like "hey sing this!" an dit was Be my Baby..u know that oneold skool klassic yeah...but i jus axed her to sing it so i kould teach the other parts..but b4 i realized it we jus did the whole song haha...so that was kool..yeah and i did some sad songs...Brian Setzer ones...I won't stand in your Way....and Lonely summer Nights...and D sang Bass...kuz he's the Bass man...yeah then Dominic kame...and he gave me a box...hahaa...and some fried chicken and hawaiian bread...haha jus like he said..and i opened the box and it was a shirt..w/ the pikture from my graduation shindig hahaha...yeah...it sayz ' ITS THEM!" yeah and i'm there..and Dmoney's there..and guess who else...pd!!! yay!! hahaha so i kan't forget now...muwahahaha hahaha j/k j/k =)....yeah i was like 'hey itz me!..hey itz Dominic...yay! it's pD!!" hahaha yeah then i changed my Rufio shirt to the one Dominic made and i was showing it off everywhere hahahaha...yeah hmm..what else happend...well i got tired of playing gutiar so i decided to jus cihll w/ everyone..i was jus walkin' a round and stuff...yeah....it was phun purdy much...yeah....hmm what else...yeah...Icky told me a phunnny story haha...i liked it ..i was like 'i knew karma xisted!" hahaha and to Icky..."we have better taste now" hahahaha..he knows what i'm talkin' about....yeah hmm what else...oh yeah kuzzin Rey Rey was studying my sign language book kuz she wants to learn...and pD was studying my tagalog phraze book..and she was testing me...and testing other peoples around me..oh yeah and guess who else showed up...Liza hahaha...Darnell brought her...yeah that was kool seeing her...she made me this ghetto kup flower thingi out of the stuff in my room...like a kup..and a fork..and like the balykbayan tape haha...yeah...and the standard people showed up...like D..Nodel....Audrey...Ate Gissel..Carolyn...Aaron..Krystle..umm who else...oh yeah Annie and Muckey...Sha....Elaine...ummm yeah and the new komers were Icky and Tin hahaha...yeah hmm what else...yeah it was kool...after the bulk of the people left..like after all the adults left...meaning my uncles and aunts there was still a goodnumber of us kids here..so they started singing karaoke...and yeah..the guyz sang Creep u know...by radio head..haha my parents have it all on video tape..haha itz phunny...yeah hmm what else..oh yeah like everyone went in my room and like the radio was playing dance musik and i was like HEY ..hahaha and i opened up Sha's gift...well i peeked at it earlier and iw as like "whoa a light thingi" haha but then it kame in handy that same night..hahaha i know Sha's not gonna read this so i'm jus gonna have to tell her yeah...it was phunny..BUT NO ONE WOULD DANCE!!! blah...i was blah about that...it ruined my dancing mood..and there wasn't ne room in my room for me to go krazy kuz i would of hit someone or something...yeah =/...ididn't get to dance w/ neone either...sigh...oh well....yeah so after that i was kind of in a whateverz mood...yeah and yeah my head started thinking and blah blah blah..bad thoughts..sad thoughts...isn't that strange how my mood kould change haha...yeah it seems l ike a phun day huh? ..yeah it was ..but still my stupid brain is weird and yeah...so yeah if u wondered y i klimbed in my bed itz kuz i was thinking...and i wanted to talk but no one was paying attention..and yeah...so i guess if u ever see me distance myself in an area w/ a lot of my friends around..i'm either 1. ...getting away to think...2. going away kuz no ones paying attention...3. ...going away to see if neone will follow....and las night it was all three..but no one noticed...blah so i started getting antzy in my head....so i jumpmed down and was gonna go think alone in the dark in the guest room but my lil neice was sleeping there so i didnt' wanna wake her up w/ my loud thinking..so i treid going in my parents room...it was really reallydark there..i liked that but i kould still themusik and people talking in my room..blah..so i forced myself to go back.....i didn't think ne one noticed thati left outa nowhere....but yeah i jus felt like oging back..kuz sekretly i didnt' wanna b alone...even tho i felt like i was...strange huh?....yeah..thatz y i like my top bunk..kuz when i look left...straight...then right...it seems as if no ones in the room..even if i here voices...it jus sounds like the random voices i hear at times at my house at night....hahah anohter story...but yeah.....i had my weird refletive pissed off blah period of theday...yeah and thatz y i changed up themusik kuz i kouldn't stand that mushy stuff ne morme..i mean at first it waskool kuz i haven't listend to that stuff in forever...but after a while it started bugging like krazy...it was making me go insane....yeah..so i jumped down and changed it up to Thrice...then u know all of those sad pissed off musik stuff..i even phreakin' busted out the MetallicA and i xplaining to Lil Alien about dynamicz and how to make a really fast song by usuing really slow parts...and yeah..she seemed interested yeah...she was paying attenion...good job lil Alien...yeah...then Kuya Elmer kame back..then he ended up wrestling Dominic...for no apparent reason..they always do that....yeah...it was nothing new to me..jus the usuall happenings...yeah...tha twas amuzing for a while..i have other thoughts of the hours that were jus b4 the one that had those events..but i won't mention them..kuz i think they're jus my mind over working and being blah...so yeah...so Kuya elmer and Dominic left....then like righ tafter that Sushi..lil Alien..and pd left...yeah they left at almost 5...dang thatz like the latest ne ones stayed..and this time they didn't even fall asleep hehehehehe...yeah....it kinda sucked tho well that they left..kuz i didn't really get to talk to pD at all 'esterday/todaythis morning....blah i have a lot to say but i didn't get to say ne of it...well other than 'thankx'...but thatz not enough..blah oh well..my brain is jus komplainig about everything again...blah..stop it ..U stupid brain u!....yeah ..ok i need some cheering up ..i'm gonna look at my favorite kard this year....and the one w/ all the future drawings of us....yeah...=/...i'll b fine...i hope....




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