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Friday, July 18, 2003
lalalala...[changing song].....now itz 311 Do You Right..yeah i need a happy song right now..earlier i was listening to the Senses Fail cd...itz really umm dark kinda...alot of death....heart ache..u know that type of thing....itz late at night and i don't feel like pondering about that right now..but this song makes me wanna dance haha...yeah i kould b dancing right now at that dance/battle thing in dwntwn LB but i really didn't feel liek going...i dunno...yeah i also had a chance to go out today...but i kouldn't...blah i guess my rents still haven't changed..still want me to b a home body....oh well...things will change...i know they will..if they like it or not..they will darn it...hmm..oh yeah todayz rekap..umm got outa bed around 1 ish...not am..pm...yeah....ate left over pizza from cpk...and a krispy kreame donut..then walked around the house for a lil bit then i figure i might as well wash my kar kuz itz not that hott outside..it was kloudy..and if i don't do something i'll go krazy...so i washed my kar..but FIRST...i kleaned the inside yeah....i vacuumed...and i even busted out the orange klean..took out the dust and stuff...yeah..then i washed my kar....yeah....a helikopter passed by over head like phreakin' 6 six times...two of 'em they slowed down like right above me...but oh well..thatz jus normal i guess....yeah then after that i went inside the house...and washed the rags i used...then i xermacized...yeah...i xermacized to the Senses Fail ep...yeah it got me pumped up and internally pissed off hahaha..itz all about death...and like the guy dreaming of killing these gurlz who ripped out his heartz and stuff...yeah hahahaha...stuff i kan relate to hahahahaha..yeah so yeah i starrted xermacizin again..it felt good...nex ...i gotta start dancermacizin again....yeah then i'll b back....yeah bu ti still gottap lay guitar tho...i gotta have balance...balance is key....yeah...what else..t.hen Sushi kalled...about another mission...i said if i kould go then i'll kall him back....then dinner..then i axed my rents if i kould go out and my dad was all like whateverz..but a bad whateverz..liek a 'did u ask ure mom?...u already went out" blah blah..then my mom was all pissed when she heard my dad telling her...dang....yeah they're phreakni' home bodies.....seriously.......jus kus the didn't go no where in Pi doesn't mean they kan do the same ish their rents did to them to us.....yeah but whateverz....i didn't dwell upon that thought for too long....yeah so i didnt' kalll back Sushi...yeah....then i got bored and i jus kept on walking around my hosue...i felt like a trapped rat...yeah i'm gonna write a song about that one..and i have another song i dea...for this one thing i alllways play on guitar...i've beenp laying it yeah..i've been playign it for like 2 months..and i've been hummign what the melody line..but no lyrics..but i got it...eureka i got it...gosh gee willikerz i got it...damn straight..i jus gotta aktually play and sing about it...hahahahah..i like the idea i have so far..itz kool hahaha.....if i do the song right then yeaahahh hahahaha...boooyaaahhh hahaha...it'll b like .....i dont' wanan say kuz then peopel will figure out what itz gonna b about..but i'm really sekretive about my song i deaz...esp. the ones where it hink i kan really make it happen..which is like none so far..hahaha...but this one..damn straight i gotta do this one.....yeah what else i gotta song title for another song...or a song for a title hehehe..or more than hi hahahaha ok thatz all i'll say....aint that right pD....if they dont' get it..they don't get it.......itz for us to know and them to not figure out hahaha...itz all simple..well to us..hmm what else....oh yeah....this is to pD...dont' worry....and i know thatz hard for u..but please don't......don't worry......yeah ok.....hmmmm....summers been good....YEAH it has!..itz different..and i like different.....it kan only get better from here on out...here's some songs to listen to


Ekolu - Stuck on You
Ekolu - Honestly =)
Mad Caddies - Drinking for 11
Mad Caddies - Game Show
Me First and the Gimme Gimmes - End of the Road
Me First and the Gimme Gimmes - Over the Rainbow


oh and i jus recently found this old favorite of mine...
Rudiger - Meant to Be

good stuff in dead.....

oh yeah i took these quizez..kuz i was bored...
My inner Goddess color is blue!
© What's your Inner Goddess Color?? © Jen


Sushi took that one..so itz ok if guyz take it too hahaha...and i took this one...


See what Rugrat you are.

yeah itz the same one that my Bro D-Money got....yeah...we're similar yet really reallyr eally really different hahahaha....




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