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Monday, September 15, 2003
sigh
i know my head hurts i know i kan't stop it i know i need to do what i need to do and what i don't want to do even if itz not something i'd like to sigh i know it hurts i know itz not patched up i know it still pains when i think and feel and want and wish but i need to deal w/ it sigh i know i kan't i know i won't i know i kan't and i won't but iknow itz what i sometimes want but ikan't and jus won't sigh i know i don't make much sense i know i don't want certain people to understand i know i don't make much sense for those who do and don't understand but i want u all to somewhat understand sigh i know i ask for a lot i know i ask for the things that i shouldn't i know i ask for the things that is houldn't at the times i shouldn't but if i don't ask then what will bkome sigh i know that i ramble on and on i know that i ramble w/ no begining of an end i know that i rable the thigns that need to b said kuz if i don't they'll jus remain forever dead sigh i know i should go to sleep right now i know i should really get as much rest as i kan i know i should take of things in certain orders but sometimes i jus say forget it and do what feels most important sigh i know that someday it'll make sense i know that today it all makes sense i know that someday not today or mayb even yesterday things that don't make will make and things will when they won't sigh i know that this is getting to long i know that this isn't making ne sense i know that this is koming to an end but the thoughts will kontinue on until the end
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