i'm still here and i'm not going newhere


Monday, September 08, 2003
sometimes i feel like giving up
sometimes i feel like throwing up
sometimes i feel like lighting it up
sometimes i don't kare
sometimes i want to kare
sometimes i feel like i don't need to kare
but who kares
sooner or later things will b better
sooner or later things will b klearer
sooner or later things will b weirder
nothings ever going to b normal again
everything changes
people change
circumstances change
feelings change
time changes
but when will the real happiness begin?
is it at the top of the stairz
is it at the top of the mountain
is it at the top of the kliff
where will it b?
the journey has been strange and tough throughought life
nothings as simple or even more komplex then the life we live
we're born we're living then we're going to die
we kan't hide or run away from the inevitable
things jus happen
kuz whatever happends happends regardless of what happends
so what will happen
i dont' know
do u know?
all i know is that i need to make things happen
all i know is that i kan't jus sit around and do nothing
all i know is that i need to sing and play
itz the only thing that makes sense in this world
itz the only thing that'll get me through this world
itz the only thing thatz my own in this world
but when will i b truely happy?
am i really happy right now?
are these really happy dayz?




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