You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


What feeling do you represent?
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..hmm...i guess itz somewhat true....i suppose...i was reading the other results and i think hope would apply to me as well....i guess it would b a kombination of both naivety and hopefullness ig uess if i were to go by this quiz...yeah from the imidiate results i guess itz trying to tell me to not trust so much i suppose...hmm..well i dunno...if u know me then u know i don't trust easily...and once u have it..u got it...but once u break it...boy....u jus lost it....and it takes a while to get it back...fully....yeah...ig uess thatz what komes to mind wheni think about it...and about the hope thing...yeah hahaha...thatz all true about me...yeah it sayz this...

You represent... hope. You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't mind being alone at times. You have goals, and know what you want in life... even if they are a little far fetched.

..hmm i think that response applies more so to me right now than the naive thingi up above...i dunno.....yeah...i kan't help but not dream..kuz i know what i want out of life....i don't kare how hard itz going to take or when i fall and like if i bkome a has been or like i bkome homeless or something..or if i don't even make it at all...kuz i dunno i know i have like everything to loose but i mean...honestly...do i really have nething to loose...itz the only thing that makes sense to me..itz the only thing that makes me alive itz one of the only things i've ever really thought out....and i usually don't think out things and like plan every single lil aspekt..and iknow people think i'm krazy...but hell...i think i am at times...but whateverz klevers...i know what i want..i know what itz going to take..and i know itznot ez...but i'm not gonna give up....yeah i guess thatz whatz really been on my mind alot lately...i dunno therez other stuff....'whateverz kleverz' stuff...yeah if u know..u know ..if u don't...then u don't...as simple as that....yeah..i don't really wanna burden those who don'tknow...the stories getting longer every day and yeah...i dont'think theres enough time in a day to xplain it all....yeah...whateverz kleverz....yeah i forgot what i said that pD liked and put on her profile....i think it went something like ....'whatever happends, happends...regardless of what happendz' yeah...kopyright Me ...=)......but =/....at the time i said it i didn't even realize the deeper meaning ....i duno itz weird when u say things and like people find them really 'whoaa' i guess..i dunno....if only i found them 'whoaa' it would help me out..but at least i'm glad it helps other people out....hmmm....blah blah blah....whateverz....i don't kare..well i do but i'm forcing myself to kare less....id unno...i guess i'm really konfuzing people right now....but i bet the people who started reading haven't even gotten this far but oh well..for those who have...yeah i know ure lost itz ok....i'm lost at times too...right now i'm in limbo i guess...but like i know where i am..i know whatz around me..but right now i feel indifferent about alot of it...itz really i dunno...i haven't had this feeling in a while...like a 'i don't kare ne more' kind of feeling....hmmmm...depending on how i look at it...well it'll produce either good or bad results i guess..well not results..i mean itz good or itz bad..kuz like i know me..and iknow if i kept at what was going on in my head it would turn out really bad .....like i dunno itz bad if i think those thoughts i guess...the only one who'd understand is proally kuzzin Rey Rey haha..kuz she i dunno she's kool she's the sister i never had and she knows what i'm talkkin about...but she told me that itz kinda better that i'm thinking this way....yeah that i'm kind of whateverz..kuz yeah i guess i shouldn't really stress about it...i know i've done enough stressing this past year to fill up a kouple yearz and stuff....i mean i dunno...i kinda jus wanna b happy right now...but i kan't really b happy if i stress about every lil thing..so i guess a way i'm trying to not think about things is to jus tellmyself to b 'whateverz' about it....i guess yeah...apathy i suppopse is what they kall it..kuz i know if i guess...kare alot or i dunno hmm how do i put this..i dunno i jsu know that if i think a certain way well i dunno i won't b able to stop thinking that way and it'll skrew me over even more in the end...yeah...trust me..i've taken that path b4...andblah itz not a great place to b...yeah id unno sigh...i don't know ne more....i need a vakation....hmmm i guess..well..hmm i guess a person should reallly bkareful of what they wish for....kuz i remember as akid i never wanted to live a borring life u know...i didn' twant all happyness i wanted a challenge..i didn't think life would throw this kind of challenge all up in my face..i mean phreakin'A..itz like damn...i dunno....i bet most people would really think i'm krazy...well i mean after all thatz happen and for me to b i guess this way still they'd all proallythink i'm krazy....or i got a really good heart...or mayb i'm jus too damn optimistik...or mayb i'mjus plain krazy...i dunno..i'm jus whateverz right now....yeah...i don't xactly know the kure...well i have a feeling there isn't one...i'm jus gonna have to let things play out...and yeah...i dunno i jsu hope i'll b prepared for whatever bad ish thatz gonna happen soon..or jus happen period..kuz i dunno i jus have a feeling that bad stuff is gonna happen..like i dunno..i hope itz not worse then the other stuff but i dunno...i jus know...i finally realize that ikan't run away from the bad shit thatz gonna happen in life..and i always told myself that i'd stand my ground and take it...but damn i dunno i hope itz not that bad...i have a feeling itz not gonna get ne ezier the older i get or when time goes by...i jus know that somethingz gonna happen....kuz something always happens....i guess i've finally acknowledge that i'm not gonna b living a drama free life..hehe..yeah i mean kome on now..all the great musicians had purdy ph*cked up lives...well not ph*cked up...but they all went through some hard ish u know..and i guess if i'm going to realize things..and if i'm going to aktually have songs to write about...good songs...songs that'll help people in certain situations..well i'm going to have to xperience the pain along side of them..itz the only way i kan help people..is to know what they're going through...i mean id unno...sometimes i wish i had someone to turn to to like ask questions or like 'how'd u do it?' or like '"how'd u i dunno not go krazy" or like "how'd u jus i dunno..how'd u do it?!" but i know that i'm not gonna learn as much if someone spoon feeds me...i have to go through all of this ish alone..well i'mnot alone kuz there has to b people involed that r kind of kausing it..but i know that i won't always have someone by my side to help me out....i gotta learn how to stick it out on my own..to solve my own problemas...to fix my own problems...to give myself my own advice..and take it....i kan't alwayz relly on the help of other people.....i mean yeah itz kinda weird and strange that a person who likes to help people won't want help themselves kuz they feel as if itz better to figure it out on their own or to live through it on their own...but i dunnoo..it feels as if thatz what takkes ...as if thatz whatz jus supposed to happen....i know friends kome and go...no ones ever reallly stuck by me through my whole life....therez jus been certain peoples during certain times..and of kourse the OG peoples who know me well enough to know what to say and to b there when i need them...but there hasn't been a person who has all the answers or the right komments that has been a major part of my life....and i guess thatz y i know that i need to do things on my own..to figure it out...i kan't alwayz run to people and ask them their input..i gotta do it bymyself...even if it killz me....i guess thatz y i'm like this right now..kuz i know no one kan help...so i might as well figure it out on my own...but ir eally don't feel like figuring it out kuz i'm 'whateverz kleverz' right now and blalh...it bugs but it doesn't..kuz i know if i'm 'whateverz kleverz' things won't hurt as much...and i dunno...mayb i'm takin' the ez way out right now..who knows...but blah...a heart kan only go through soo much in one summer....well on the up sides...at least i know what to sing about....hehe...i guess thatz one of the positives of bad stuff happenign to a person..well not jus ne person..a person who needs to write lyrics and to sing songs...yeah....i got what i asked for..stuff to happen so i kould sing/write about stuff....i didn't htink it would b this kind of stuff..or like this much stuff...but blah..whateverz....it had to happend....


mayb i do need that vakation in hawaii....


sigh...
posted by Leon at 3:47 PM