hmm ok i guess itz time for me to blog..since i haven't blogged ina long time.. i bet no one will notice this one since no one goes to this blog site nemore u know...i mean kuz Sushi's komputer krashed has hasn't been online lately...oh wait ikould b wrong..i know at least one person who'd proally stop by and say hello...proally Annie would yeah...thatz about it...ok so where tos tart and how to end....no one nkows i suppose...itz kinda like life..but thatz another story..sot his year ...year of 2003...yeah..may bi'm blogging kuz i see alot epeople list highlights..b.ut thatz only the highlights u know..what about the downsides and the wierd sides and the skurry sides and the krazy sides and krap u know...and boy will this take a long time.i. dont' think i'll finisht his one in jus one sitting...oh well...and damn my fingers already hurt from typing..hmm hmm hmmMMmmm....mayb instaeed of jus listning everything...and or jus nameing certain events..i'll present my interpretation of the events that have passed "IN THE YEAR TWO THOUSAND....AND THREE"(*sidenote..from Conan)...yeah ...ok i forgot what hapend on last yearz new yearz eve/day..i think i jus stayed home mostlikey...i bet i was online as usuall....yeah...did the jumping thing and 7 grapes and all...yeah..that was a short vakataion.i'm glad kollege peopole have a really lonnnggg vakation..itz kool..yes in deed...yeah..hmmm lemme think lemme think..i need some sort of theme for the year 3002..i mean 2003 yeah..u know what imean...yeah ..well..hmm....a lota stuff happend..thatz a given...it was an overall purdy phun year....ummm..i've never been to soo many debuts in a single year...um....never really had that many human interaktion..u know like laughing and hanging out and going out and krap like that year...hmm..itz kidn of a year of first..but also a year of deeper understanding..well there were certain parts when that did occur....(and i kan jus hear Conan do the "in the year two thousand" in the backround) yeah...well i guess i'll try to break up the year in chapters...mayb it'll work mayb not ..won't know unless i try u know..yeah..so ok in the begginnging....hahaha "IN ..THE ..BEGGINNINGGG" haha..ok gotta get it together....kan't laugh soo much ahaha...ok thatz that...umm yeah..so in the beginning...there was man...nooo..hahaha ther was senior year of highskool..so i guess i kould honestly say i ended my senior year of highskool purdy damn good u know..i mean i told myself that i was gonna go ballz out w/ grades and such but i didn't..and yeah itz ok..kuz it was senior year and i had to ease off a bit u know and jus hang out andchill...and i did take some risks u know....i made new friends...thatz a newone...and i bekame even more social..and i learned how to move certain body parts that most people never in their life begin to master uknow...and well i even got involed w/ skool and such..i was in a skool play/musikal..i'll never forget that xperience..it was one of the best u know..i mean jus there singing and dancing..and goofing around..and meeting new people and making new friendshipss uknow..it was kool....jus plain kool..yeah it was good...and then the year progressed and i mean the whole year wasn't all 'happy happy joy joy' kinda deal..there were down sides too..and konfrontations and dramaz of kourse....i guess thatz the thing w/ highskool u know..u kan't have the reall good times w/out having the really drama filled times..i mean unless u don't have ne friends at all and u don't really hang w/ ne one..then itz kidna different an di kan see how a person doesn't have ne drama...but i had drama..even tho i didnt' really want to..but then again i kinda asked for it in last yearz new yearz resolution......the make a difference in a persons life....and well the only way u kan do that is to b involed w/ someone elses life and sometimes that komes w/ konsequences..like u get alittle kinda too attached at sometimes and yeah that has itz downsides as well...or like u help people at certain times and then u wanna kinda want them to feel that way again and u know u kan't do that ne more or at a certain point of time and it kauzes problems as well u know...and yeah..and yeah i also learned how it felt u know u kan't go w/ the person u want to to like a formal or whateverz klevers u know..and i learned how it was like when that person was still kool enough and ure friend and to enkourage u to not give up and to find a date u know..and i also learned what kidn of simple drama would okkur to make things awkward for u and a really good friend of ures u know...and i learend that sometimes no matter how hard u try it jus aint gonna kut it..and when a gurls madeher disicsion u kan't change her mind..and that time doesn't wait for ne one u know..so dont' waste time....but then again don't try soo hard.....balance is key and yes i must find balance..and welll back to the storory of neverending run on sentences....hmm where was I..oh yes I remember...ok... yeah and i also learned how phun and challenging and weird also a blind date kould b...but hey i managed..and statistiks do show that everyone will go at least on one blind date in their whole lifetime..so i figured 'hey might as well get it over w/ now u know' and i did..and it turned out purdy good..cept for the whole last 30 min. of the formal not having a date and kinda being a loner u know..yeah so i also felt the feeling of being a loner...especially at a formal...ESP!..when phreakin' it seems that all of ure friends are all phreakin' PAIRED up w/ someone and they're all up on each other all shovin' their phreaki'n faces into one another and blah...and blah blah etc. blah etc. etc. u know...eyah i learn-ed how that felt...and it don't feel all that great u konw..or walkking out of the formal early kuz u dont' want people to notice u aint got nobody w/ u..or walking around and having people ask 'HEY Noel!..where'd ure hott date go?!" and saying "oh...she had to leave early...." and then "ohh that suckx man" ..."yeah itz ok"..but when inside ure realy saying 'damn that does kinda suck' and yeah.....and i also learned u know aobut rejection..yeah i learned a pretty good deal of that last year...and the pain that it kauses u know...like the hurt..u know...i kan't kompare it to nething else...itz jus this like this hole in ure gut area and itz like expanding into a bottom lesss pit of some sorts and it pains ....pains indeed for the longing and the suffering that of the event that had jus okured..and yeah it suckx..u knwo....it jus suckx u know...i never herad a 'no' in person b4.....and damn i've never been the kinda guy to get the 'i don't think itz best' etc. etc. u knwo when u axe someone out or whateverz u know and yes it suckx..suckx in deed...but i had to go through that....in order for me to understand and empathize w/ those who go through it and have gone through it...itz the only way for me to help people and to make a difference in a person's life u know..and that goes back to my new yearz resolution....and yes it kinda all does tie in...yeah hmm what else..oh yeah.....hmmm the ending of the senior year..yeah kuz if i didn't hav ea 'damn good' ending to senior year i wouldn't of been able to let the future seniors of highskools how to have a good end ing u know...i mean there isnt' only ONE way to end it w/ a BANG but i kould aktually explain my xperiences and how they kan use those to their advantage u know...and i aktually also akomplished the goals that i put forth b4 me earlier in highskool..i told myself i would b the one performing during intermission at pcn..and BOOYAKAAA..i did jus that hahaha...oh yeah..yes i did..uh huh...oh yes..hahaha...i remember i klaimed that my frosh year when iw as watching th pcn..and staring at the empty stage and dreaming and visualizing how i would perform it and such and such..and i yeah i did perform during a pcn intermission..and that kinda put me somewhat on the skool map kinda some what kinda yeah kinda no..not really..maybso...but yeah it was kool..i had phun....and yeah i even joined that show choir thingi that i said i'd try out to do...and i performed in that..and yeah i performed alot during the end....and i even performed at my own graduation..yeah thatz purdy dope...for every single graduation i've had i'ave performed somewhat kind of yeah...kool beans indeed u know...yeah in deed....yeah and another thing that i dunno went purdy damn well..sides of a few obstakles..was well prom...i kinda didn't even wanna go for a while...and yeah i kinda wasn't shure..and afraid of all the horror prom stories i heard of like a total waste of money...gurlsjus beein b*tches u know and guyz and/or gurlz not having a good time...and even peopel who never made it to prom kuz they got in kar accidents..and like i only heard one reall good prom story so that kinda gave me some kind of sense of what kinda good would kome of it u know...and yeah i guess yeah...and i never thought iw oulda went w/ who i aktually went w/ u know...and to think i thought i was kinda gonna go w/ someone else...and for all of u seniors out there..jus kuz u think ure gonna go w/ someone to prom right now..and thatz the person whom u've kinda set ure mind to go w/ ..always leave ure optinos open..kuz thing shappen my friends..yes in deed things..DO...happen..an dyea h u dont' wanna get stuck in a prom rut and not know what to do..u gotta b able to take kontrol of the situation and use it to ure advantage u know...and i guess ikinda did that i guess yeah...and all in all it turned out good in theend...i had a bomb ass time at prom...so did my date...(*waves and *smiles at pD) haha..and things worked out w/ me and the person who i didnt' go w/ u know...it all worked out..and yeah thatz great...it hink that kinda kept on happening this year..i mean least year..like things would go all blah and krap but it would work out...uhh hmmlemme thjink of an xample..oh well there was the time when i uhh...and yeah...but now...yeah so yay kinda haha..no one will get that one...uhhh hmm i did write alota kool poems out of it tho...and there was the time when i wanted but she already had..and i didn't wanna ...but i did...and who knew...and phun...and sadness...but kool...whateverz piktures u know....and there was ummm...the time when i aksed...and i knew it was no....and no....and blah....but itz ok...but blah...then krazyness..then nervousness..then sadness..then hope...noo not really haha..then i dunno i jsu wnet for it..and yay...and a 'yeah' and yay...and kool beans..and phun beans...and non gassy beans haha....and kool piktures


posted by Leon at 12:02 AM