ok i guess heres some of it...damn ig otta take a piss..........whew..ok i'm back...damn therez a moth in my room somewhere..it flew in here and like landed on the labtop..but i wanted to smash it w/ my shenelas..but i didn't wanna break the skreen....damn moth...oh yeah...hmm my update..i was gonna do it later on in the week...but i have time right now...since i aktually did my essay earlier tonight jus so ikan watch one tree hill haha...yeah so i'm updated now in that show..aktually i jus wanted to watch it kuz i saw the kommercial..very briefly and i saw another hott gurl pop up...but while i was watching it i realized that itz Lex's Ex from smallvill..i guess she left smallville and tooka trip down to onetreehill land..yeah ....she looked purdy hott in one tree hill aktually..she looked hotter i think....unless u like the whole doktorz outfit from smallville...ok hmm what else...oh yeah the update..thatz y i signed onto blogger....yeah...i jus felt like updating kzu i jus read Dominc's blog haha...he has a 'new' blog....which is jus the old one he hasn't used ina while..butw/ a new pikture and a different title..and i guess u kould say a different attitude also..yeah..which is good...yeahwhile i was reading it i was thinking and kontrasting the lives of myself and my Bro D-Money...it seems that lately he's been handling the more freedom and more time thing a lot better then me...kuz personally i dunno..i think i've bekome lazy..i mean everyone goes through a lazy period but i dunon...i'm jus really lazy righ tnow...like b4 i'd b happy to jus klean the house and vacuum on a regular basis u know..which is strange i know yes..but now i dont' even have the urge to do that...i dunno..it seems as if i've lost motivation for aktion...and aktion is what i believe in..kuz talk is jus talk for me personally..u kan preech all u kan but if u aint gonna do nething..if there is no work in progress..and there is no real end result..then it was jus sh*t from the beginning...yeah..and i guess i'm jus being sh*t righ tnow..jsu like rotting kind of..i dunno..ok hmmm....for example....i only have like uhh 4 klasses and a lab ....and english is really easy right..and the essayz r assigned like two to three weeks in advance..and i'm still doing the same thing as 1st sem...writing them the night b4..i should do it the day it komes out....and then show it to her so that way she'll help me make it better or whateverz..then jus type it out and print it and staple it and put it in my binder and forget about it...yeah....and then therez my csc121 klass..which for all of u people who kan't dsypher it...itz..Computer Science 121...yeah ..the book is krazy..and the stuff we're learning..well basikally if ure not studying everyday itz gonna take a while to get u know..and i guess thatz y i'm barely starting to pick up on the material now..and itz like half way w/ the phreakin' sem.....yeah i know...i shoulda been reading from the start...i haven't even read a whole chapter yet..and that book "Big Java" by "Cay Horstmann" is like the most xpensive one i got this sem..well i only got two bookx this sem....that and my Critical thinkin gbook..welll back to csc..yeah..and i shouldn't have much trouble w/ it...i mean yeah i'm slow at everything when it komes to first learning things..thatz a given for me..but after a while i get a jump start and i'm all into it u know....but idunno....yeah and we have these labs that r basikally given a week b4 they're due...and we're told to even dl a program so we kan do them athome and then when we get to skool we kan jus type it up in our akount on the lab komps and stuff so itz there for the proff. to grade..but i dunno....well..this week...i aktuallly did it thenight b4....and since my printer broke...damn printer!..i had to print the whole thing out..which was very timekonsuming..but i have nothing better to do so iz ok..and u know if u write things out it'll b ezier for u to remember it..rather than typing...well kuz u know..we learned how to write w/ our hands b4 we learned how to type...and yeah....hmmm...yeah like the printer thing..that broke like las weds night...i shoulda kalled in the help line like on las thurs or friday..and then brought it to like best buy last weekend to get it serviced so it'll b ready like this week or nex..but i haven't done that yet..i haven't kalled or n ething..i still gotta do that this week..and mostlikely i'm gonna put it off for a later time....damn.....yeah hmmand back to my klasses...hmm...yeah up nex is my Critikal Thinking klass...for a thinking klass u'd think i'd b purdy good at it i guess..but ...ehh WRONG!....itz all werid..mayb kuz i'm usually half asleep during klass..and i haven't been reading...and i dunno...i'm like 'wtf?! who aktually does this stuff?!" i dunno..itzl ike i jus wait for that klass to hurry up and finish so i kan go and eat my usually subway 6 inch..steak and cheese....lettuce and 3 tomattoes..and southwest sauce over the meat..jus the sub by itself..and my water..and watch musik videos..yeah..then leave and go to the arkade and watch the people play some version of streetfighter iforget..yeah...dang...if i aktually did what i planned to do..i would of like been studying my ass of or reading duringn that time j know..blah i dunno..and then up nex is my..THE 160...for htose who kant' dsypher it..once again..itz Theater...THEater...yeah..get it?...didn't think so...yeah...sooo well this klass is always phun..andi'm glad i took it..kuz i need at least one really phunklass to not get tired of skool u know....and yeah..and this week we have these monologuez due..like we had about two weeks to memorize 'em..but..yeah u guessed it..i put it of..well at the end of the first week i had the first two lines down hahahaha....and well itz only supposed to b a min. long..but i picked one that ended up being like 3 or 4 min. long....bit it has a dope title..."The Big Funk"..i'llperform it for u nex time mayb..if u ask me nicely...yeah...and i wanted to tdress up ande verything..but i forgot..and igot lazy..but i got most of it down..and i'll due it on thursday..bu ti shoulda done it on tuesday to get it over w/ u know...but ohwell....like i told this dude in my klass...his name is Peter...filpino guy that looks like u knwo flipchinese kidna..but he's kool..he went to narbone.....that "itz all or nothing man" and yeah...so i wanted to go all out..or not even do it..so on thursday ima go all out..ima make them listen to me..i'm gooing to move them w/ my akting skillz hahaha..which is like none haha..but i'm purdy good at entertaining people so we'lls ee how it goes down..and basikallyt ahtz my skool situation u know...yeah i know i'm a lazy ass now..strange...damn...i shoulda never read that horoskope for the whole year...its tarting to sound kinda true..and i'm not one to belive and that horse ish u know..but ohw ell..yeah...and damn.....ok so i'm in another Debut right.....for my friend Joyce...she goes to SAHS..i've known her since the backindaskooldayz at SAES....St. Anthony Elementary Skool..kome one people..kan't u people figure things out..yeah..well ne way...i'm like the oldest there...well i'm not the only kollege person..tehrez two gurlz in there that r in kollege also...well one of 'em hasn't even showed up to praktice..and the other..u wouldnt' b able to tell if she was in koollege or not u know....and damn..like this one gurl was like "ohh..i'm a freshmen and blah blah highskool" and i'm like "ohh..i'm a freshmen........at Cal State Dominguez hills" hahaha...and i think tomyself..."Damn i'm getting old wtf?!" and like yeah they kall me "Lolo" at praktice since i'm like the oldest and this one time i was like u know not sitting..but squatting on the ground kind of..and i kould barely get up..hahaha..and there like "r u ok Lolo??" hahaha ...phreakin' A...and i dont have my stamina ne mroe..damn..the onething that i myself said was most importat...(also D-Money..das were i got the idear from)...yeah i don't have none...damn..and now Ed jus told me something about voter registration krap..shit i don't know what the hells going on ne more..haha phreakin' A....i think i was in hybernation for too long..i think i litteraly lost myself.....yeah...i don't even thinkg ne more...well i usually jus sit..and have no thoughts...and i start falling asleep..haha..then i take a nap..damn...blah.....i need to get shit back in order...i let things go too much haha....i littearlly bkame..'whateverz kleverz'..blah......oh yeah i had a dream recently too.....i was driving..and it was raining..and i needed gas..and i think my younger bro was w/ me..Neil..so i told him to get outa the kar i guess to pay for the gas and i was like 'ohh i need to pick up some money or something real quick or whateverz'..ok so i drive out into the rain again..and then i'm outa the parking lot..and i turn right i think it was ..and i'm driving..and i see this huge ass lightning bolt koming straight at me..and then i get hit..and then i kould feel it..it was weird..i tell ya..it was hella weird..andthen well the scene kutz out to not 1st person but like 3rd person.and i see my kar like flip 3 times over..weird..and for some strange reason i was thrown out of the kar?!..but the windows were klosed..and then all of asudden the paramedicx r there..and i'm all telling them "make shure u get my bag...i have my bookx in there..oh!..and grab my cd player..kuz it has my lil bro'z Incubus album..the new one..and if he finds out i lost it or itz broken he's gonna b pissed off at my ass" and then i wake up..and i'm all liek sweating kuz i almost died u know..andi'm like "wtf?!?! jus happend?!"
ok i'll leave u w/ that i guess..that was a weird update..yeah....mayb i'll do another one later..who knows..or mayb i'll bkome realy lazy and not do it at all....but damn..i got hit w/ a giant bolt of lightning in my dream...krazy..whatz that supposed to mean?.....
posted by Leon at 11:43 PM