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Thursday, April 08, 2004
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ok itz holy thursday..i didn't go to mass..an di don't feel like blogging about 'esterday or whateverz...if u wanna know...then jus read Dominic's blog kuz he talks about it haha..well not even more then a kouple sentences but yeah...ok i'll jus re kap...i didn't do the english oral presentation..i have to do it on monday...i proally bombed my comp sci midterm..but for my ciritkal thinking klass i have like a 74.5..woo hoo..i'm not failing...haha thatz a"respektable C" as how the hommie in the klass kalls it..i kan still get a B in the klass..i'm happy haha...see pD..i'm only failing one klass now..hahaumm ok...i still didn't change mymajor..i still didn't talk to the kounselor peoples..uhh..i still need to work on songs..i still need to do this...do that..blah blah..i don'tw anna think about it..yeah in like less than an hour it'll b Good Friday..yes and i'mkinda oldskool about it kuz of my dad..i'm not gonna do nething..i'mjus gonna read the bible and pray..yes...u heard me dammit...no komputer...(*heartattack no way?!?!) ...so no internet..no aim..no aol...no yahoo..no msn....no tv...no musik at ALL...yeah thatz krazy..no guitar...no thing..no phone....i'm even thinking of turning it off..i mean itz not like neone kalls me neway..but yeah...so don't even try to kontakt me..u all should jus pray dammit....pray long and hard for all of ure SINZ muwahaha..burn in hell u sinnerz...hahahah..nah i'm jus playing..i was jus all getting into it haha..but yeah...damn ....i know everyone else in the family wil proally do thenormal stuff..but i wanna u know get back to basikx..i haven't read the phreakin' Bible in a long time u know...so i think itz good for me to aktuallyr ead it...yeah.....hmm...oh well..yeah ok what else...saturday..looks like the usuall..choir praktice..thend ebut..but then i hvae an eye appointment and i dunno we'll see how that goes..my eyes r purdy whack now..stupid eyes..and yeah..then after that mayb go other places w/ the fam fam...yeah...uhh what else..oh yeah my Uncle and my lil kuzzin from Pi kame on monday night...yeah....my lil kuzzin is finally talking haha..he's purdy damn talkative..but when he playz video games he's all quiet and koncentrating..he realyl reminds me of me when i was 5 kuz my mom said that if i kouldn't do something then i'd ask someone and if they kouldn't do it then i'd jus figure it out..and that i learned how to play the games purdy damn fast..but if i got like really frustrated i'd jus change the game haha..and thatz xactly whatmy lil kuzzinz does...krazy.....yeah and i was like jus his size when i was his age....krazy in deed..oh! and he barely eats too..jus like kanin..and hot dogs..and like chicken..yeah...but he doesn't use sauce for his hot dogs or chicken..and thatz really weird for me hahaha..kuz i always uze barBQ sauce yeah hmm what else...oh yeah i told Sushi he should meet my kuzzin kuz Sushi is Batma17 and i told my lil kuzzin i'll introduce him to Batman..but ya know..kloseenough ahaha...yeah hmm what else..oh yeah my kar still suckx ass...the brakes r all squeekin gall krazy now..and the antilock brakes still haven't been fixed..so i don't even like driving ne where let alone phreakin' skool.d.amn...yeah..blah...i wask ind kranky when i woke upf rom my nap today..kuz like Neil was hoggin the room and the komputer..i didn't even get to xermacize today..damn..one less work out day..oh well ..i kinda need to gget rid of some energy too..damn..oh well...i had phun playing video games w/ my lil kuzzin...yeah ...he phreakin' beat me like a kouple times!..ah! i got pissed haha...i'm like thinking "wtf he's only 5...y is he beating me...he's beating me at MY game too!!" haha..but i got him back booyah! he got so "blah" that he was like "i'm going to change the game" HAHAHAHA yeah..i showed him who's the Kuya in this house.....hahaha...yeah..but he'll b good tho ...i kan already get the vibes from him..he's a genius already haha...yeah....hmm hwat else has been lingering in my head..oh yeah i got this phunny part to play for my theater klass..i'm a burgler HAHA..thatz phunny....someone kome over so i kan praktice nex week...we're doing it for a grade in like 3 weeks..well less than 3 weeks..and i need to praktice..so someone kome over dammit! hahaha..yeah i need like two gurlz..kuz in the play...therz the mom..and the daughter..and yeah i'm like robbing their house haha..itzp hrekain' phunny..i'll read it to u...well thatz only if u kome over hahaha..kuz on the phone it'll b wahck andi'm not even gonna try to do it online...stupid people...who the hell akts out a play online...hmm but yeah whate else has been on my mind hmmmmmmMMMMMmmmmmmmMMMMMmm....oh yeah..here's an xert from a konversation that i'm having right now and itz about my blog.....the real sn's have been modified so yeah ok ...

PANCIT: theresmore to u than what u share to me and its all on ur blog ? haha
17 0 3 1: haha yeah
17 0 3 1: thatz what i tell people..if u really wanna know..thenall u have to do is read
17 0 3 1: but most people don't have the patience..so well itz all on them
17 0 3 1: i'm not gonna tell themeverything..u gotta find it out ureself


yeah and that basikally sums up y i have a blog and y usually don't tell everyone everything or xplain much..kuz i'm a kakahead when it komes to sharing info..kuz to me..if u really really wanna know something..then phreakin' figure it out...haha....i know it suckx for people.but hey..nothing in life is ez..and i don't think u should really make it ezier for certain people to get to know u..if they kan't..then they kan't u know..if i'm konfusing..then even better hahaha.....itz jus an ezier way to sort out those who kan hang and those who kan't...ok enough about that..damn itz almost tomorrow already....yeah...damn the whole Easter weekend is like now haha...phreakin' aye..i remember last yearz too...every year itz always different..and the situation w/ EVERYTHING is different..usually itz quite similar but like twisted liike in a really surprizingy way..i dunno how to xplain it..i guess ure gonna have to look in my archives mayb and kompare this one from the last hahaha.....but then agian who really does read my archives..lets see who has..hmmi think Sushi has once when hew as bored...or aktually kome to think of it he doen'st really even need to kuz he's read this fromt he beginning...and the same goes for Dominic...well he reads everyoens so yeah...uhh hmm...i think pD..read my archives....i dunno she's kinda krazy hahaha..she aktually dug deep too ......more props to her haha...she did her research..and now we dont' have to say full sentences when we talk to each other....hmmi dunno if Annie's read all of my posts....i jus know she usually jus prints out the really really really long ones and jus reads it throughout the day or whateverz....hmm i dunno who else has read this since the "Beginning of time" yeah...hmmm...i always wondered if i should like strukture my blog but i dunno..thatz too much work..and my brain doesn't think like that you know...y would i need to?....a blog is basikally jus an online version of a journal of a persons thougths u know...and not everyone has organized thoughts..or thoughts w/ korrekt spelling or nething..or w/ phreakin' paragraphs and blah blah..and big words....some people jus write whatever the phreakin' ph*ck they want u know....yeah....hmmm this one is kinda long...ehh not really..longer than my last post yes...but not longer the my usuallz no...lalalala....hmmm....therez so much to do....this weekend is Easter weekend..nex weekend is Neil's bday weekend..so thatz another fam fam filled weekend...uhh i dunno if therez gonna b a shindig..i dunno..if there is i'll tell those who usually komke over about it..yeah..hmm....oh wait yeah and the 16th is proally dineyland day...yeah then the weekof the 24th i gotta sing for that mass in the morning..and the night b4 that i gotta watch this musikal at my skool.damn i don'twanna go alone again haha..i should start asking people NOW what their plans are..haha not jus like kall them on the night of hahaha...yeah...uhh and then the week after that..i dunno whatz up..mayb universal w/ the fam fam..who knows...but damn...not enough time for nething..i always tell my mom "mom there isn't enough time in the weekends to do all the things that need to b done "and she replies w/ "yes, thatz y u should always do what u kan today and not wait for tomorrow"....yeah...lalala..hmm i dunno what else to say....oh yeah i guess i'll jus leave this link...

something interesting


well i duunno if everyone will find that interesting..mayb some..mayb others it won't..whateverz..it'll give u something to do when ure bored...blah blah..hmmm oh yeah..on Easter sunday ima make my usual "Happy Easter" phone kalls..hopefully people pick up their phone...yeah..oh well if they don't...at least i made an effort haha..yeah....so if u get a phone kall from me....feel special kuz i'm wasting my minutes on u..HAHA nahh jus playing that sounds mean..aha...but yeah..jus b thankfull that itz Easter and someone took the time out to acktually say "hola" and "happy Eater" don't b one of those ungratefull lil basturds....yeah...hmm i'm done...the end

*oh and i forgot to mention..i found these kool old skool glasses w/ a brown tint in them..haha they matchmy hair now! woo hoo..ima rock 'em oneo f these dayz...ok thatz all i needed to say




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