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i haven't blogged since tuesday...not much has really happend since then..well skool wize..i still gotta memorize my lines..i gotta get a ski mask..and tahtz about it for the play...and yeah ig otta start hmwrk early..and write reports and essayz and study for finalz and what not...yeah..i guess hmmm i'll jus go over w/ some of the happenings througout the weekend...thursday...uhh...had choir praktice Dominic showed up..i still don't know y..but itz kool tho..he's always welkome..yeah.he jus chilled and listened to the musik...umm what else after praktice..i jus went home..thursdayn ight i don't remembe.r.ok fryday...umm i woke up purdy early....went to 24hr fitness...did the first day orientation day thingi..it was purdy kool..yeah....i think ima go there like friday morningz since barely ne ones there ...yeah...uhh....went home...chilled..kinda jus waited and waited u know whateverz...so later on itz firday afternoonish..and yeah for friday night i had two tickets to this musikal thing at my skool..itz kalled Detox..yeah...i had to go kuz i needed to write a report u know for theater klass...yeah ...but the person who i axed to go she said she kouldn't go....yeah....it kinda sucked kuz if this person woulda told me sooner i woulda proally had more time to find someone to go w/ u know and not jus b like "hey Bro i got this xtra tricket for a musikal u down to go?"..yeah..i mean there aint nothing wrong going to a musikal w/ Dominic..kkuz Dominic LOVES MUSIKALZ...yeah..but yeah..yeah and like i was asking people and stuff and it seemz that everyone has work..i mean wtf?! is that..work..the hell they think they are....30 something year olds w/ a familiy to support sh(*)t damn...i dunno jus go to phreaki'n skool and get out as fast as u kan so u kan travel the phreakin' world and like have phun and krap...bah stupid money..whateverz..so yeah..it seems like all my kuzzinz have a phreakin' job now....damn...b4 it was ezier to jus go out and chill w/ them ku zno one ever had sh(*)t to do...but now dayummn..work this and workt hat blah blah..yeah...there goes the benifits of living int he same city as almost all ure kuzzinz..yeah...so i jus went w/ Dominic..yeah...the krowd was more so older peoples...yeah..i don't reallly think m y skool is all into the whole musikal thing but itz kool...yeah....and Dominic was saying that the aktors in my musikal aren't all white..therez more kolor...and thatz kool..but yeah...we were jus sitting there waiting for it to start..and then these people in the back were all asking about Dominics tat...and trying to guess what it was and krap..yeah.....quite the attention grabber...and then yeah..then we started talking about the usuall what ifs and who's going to (insert aktion/konsequence here) first...in highskool u see...we used to jus like play guitarz and like sit and talk and thnk about "hmm i wonder who's gonna go to prom w/ who?!" and out of all our prediktions one for shure kame true..which was purdy dopeyeah...the ones we predikted for ourselves were TOOTAALLLY off HAHAHAHA..but itz all good..but still phunny..kuz the gurl who i wanted to go w/ b4 said "no" haha..and Dominic didn't even go to the bosco/joez prom haha phreakin' aye...well yeah ok so now since we're older now haha...we were talking about more serious issues..like who's gonna get a gurl pregnant first...basikally who's gonna b a father first out of all the people who really know...and then who out of the gurlz is gonna get pregnant first..i know ure thinking "damn tahtz messed up u guyz r all thinking and talking about that!" but i mean hey..u know itz gonna happen..no matter what u kids think..and how the whole "itz not going to b me(said w/ a whimpering attitude)" talk u know...kuz itz going to happen ...jus like one of us is going to die earlier than the rest....krap like that is going to happen no matter what so i guess for Dominic and myself..we jus like to think about who itz gonna b so i mean at least when it does eventually happen we won't b all like "WTF?!?!" and krap about it ..we'll more so b like "damn ure guess was better than mine!" yeah....but yeah...i'm tellin u itz gonna happen...but yeah...and then yeah hahaha phreakin' aye..we even busted out the phones and went down the lists hahaha...i bet some of u r like "Damn thatz hella messed up blah blah" yeah we know..but hey...itz what we talk about ok.....yeah...and then we watched the play...yeah like a kouple of the songs sounded like normal songs u hear on the radio like this one song kinda sounded like that "Turn theBeat Around" song..yeah..it was in the same key...yeah and the samesucession of notes for the chorus....yeah..but it was overall purdy ok to good..like some people were really like realy into their karakter..and others when they sung it jus kinda jus whacked it all out.....but itz kool...so yeah afterwards..kuz b4 when we were driving to my skool Dominic pointed out where Jermaine's neighborhood is...and itz praktikally right nex to my skool area...so yeah..on the way back home Dominic kalls him up to see what he's doing..and then Jermaine was all like "wtf Noel's outa the house..sh(*)t man u got him outa the house....dayumn....it better b the best ph(*)ckin night of his life then sh(*)t...u better get him ph(*)cked up or get 'em laid or something damn" yeah thatz Jermaine for ya...yeah..and Jermaine told Dominic that he works at the same place as Audrey..phreakin' small world i tell ya....but yeah..so itz dope now haha..and that Audrey was telling Jermaine that she wanted to go do something after work so Jermaine told Dominic to go kall her up...well we do ...when we get to my house..and she was at this restaurant Kabuki? yeah..but she was leaving but she told Dominic she'll drop by..and drop by she did....for like 15 min. or so..yeah..i showed kuzzin Rey Rey my new trendy eyes hahaha.....Dominic was like "u trying to b hip now or something?!" and i'm like "no i jus wanna look older u know..i'm not gonna get new eyes for another 2 yearz so i wannag et something thatz late teens early twenties u know" and he's liek "what if u break them will ug et new ones?" and i said "no " yeah so i have new eyes.....for those who don't understand what thehell i'm talking about....i basikally said i have new glasses..for goodness sakes people...don't u understand?!..welll ne way..iznot like ne of u people r gonna see it..kuz i dont' really go out..i dont' really like to go out..and i guess it seems that on the times that i aktually do wanna go out..no one wants to kome...or they have Work! phreakin' aye....but yeah..so Audrey kame over..and she said i look older .....skore~! haha yeah thatz what i'm going for haha...yeah....ok so then yeah she left..we Dominic kontinued talking online w/ pikture sharer person....yeah..Dominic showed her the pickx that "he took" but they're really jus the ones that kome w/ the komputer haha..eya...but they're nice tho.....yeah sooo then Dominic was like "damn where kan i get pikcx to show her" an di said "pst site" and he was like "oh yeah huh" so we went there HAHAHA itz still up yeah it is..and he go tthe pickture that we were forced to take ..and showed it to her...haahhahah she was all liike "wtf?!" haha yeah....we were forced it ellya...we were phreakin' forced..yeah and i don't hink her klass really knew about the pst thing..that was only our klass and the ones b4 us..yeah...but yeah....then uhh Sushi kalls later on..tells us he's koming over....then we jamm out w/ our spoken word type song thingi "Nobody knows" and yeah..Sushi gets here..we jus keep on talking and talking and talking and yeah...230 isham...Dominic's knocked out ...i'm doozing off..Sushis dont' reading blogz..so he decides to leave and so does Dominic..then i only got like 4 hours of sleep woke up..played/sung for mass...it hoguth the chruch was gonna b full but it wasn't..itz all good...sang /played good..praktice payed off.....free food..saw Chris Davila...uhhh....chilled...ate food...."performed' w/ the SAES kids choir haha..i jus had my akoustic and was playing whateverz and moving around hahaa...itz all about the visual effects i tell ya....what they don't know won't hurt 'em..yeah..kame home..blahb lah..ig ot bored..no one was online..now i'm blogging..and now what am i thinking..do u REALLY wanna know...r u shur eu wanna know..well if u do then all u have to do is read on....but if not then turn back it ell ya...itz far too dangerous.....hahahahaha..noo not really but yeah...ok like iw as telling Sushi u know.....i mean if ure gonna turn someone down do it RIGHTA WAY...i'mm sorry to say this but i don't kare if u kan't say "no" direktly to ne one..kuz in the end ure gonna have to learn how no matter what u know...someone ones about to phreaki'n rape u and u say " well i don't really think this is the right idea etc. etc." haha taht isn't gonna work dammit..jsu say "f(*)ck u as$whole NO! ..get offa me (kickx the assultant in the jewlz)" yeah u know..dammit..ok.....i understand that for many peopel the word "no" jus simply isn't in their vocabulary and mayb the reason is kuz they don't want ne one to not b pleased u know..they alwayz have a need to make everyone happy..but the thing is..not everyone will EVER b happy...AT THE SAME TIME..so forget it..if u don't want to go or do something tell the other person RIGHT..AWAY...u know..it'll spare the other soul heartache and what not and false xpekatations and false hope and yada yada....yeah..kuz i know personally if i really really don't wanna go do something and i kan't jus say no flat out..not yet at least i givevalid reasons that they kan't argue against..and believe me it works...shure they won't believe u but hey in due time they will understand that u really jus kan't go out or u jus really dont like those types of things..or even the xtreme as they really don't like to hang w/ that other person...what have u ...u know..it works...u don't have to say no..say y ure gonna say "no" first b4 u say "no"..or viceaversa..itz all on u. u know...i mean certain people kan take it jus to hear the word "no" and others don't..but everyones going to have to....like when u apply for a job in the future ure most likely going to b turned down quite a few times....the employer or interviewee isn't gonna keep on telling u "get back to me on that" no they're not gonna waste time and jus tell u things straight out..so itz better if u develop some thick skin now..and like when a guy asks gurlz out and stuff i'm purdy damn shure every guy hearz at least one "no" in their life time...but for the most part many guyz here the word "no" alot...yeah..not jus in like going out and stuff..but like in other things also..i'lll leave that for ure imagination...but yeah....i mean if ure gonna do something then do it right away..and like phreakin' jus get it over w/..kuz the longer u wait the more itz gonna bug u and the more itz gonna bug/hurt the other person...yeah....kuz if u really wanna know i kan take a hit....i've been taking hits for most of mylife..i like it when people r mother phreakin' striaght forward w/ me..they tellm e the way sh(*) really is u know..if they don't like something i do..then they tell me..if they think i suck on guitar..for heavens sake tell me..or if i was off when i sang or i dunno..i didn't fret a certain chord hard enougha nd it was all whacked out....u know....how else am i gonna know what to do or what to change or like how to improve if everyone tells me i'm doing jus great..or xcellent..or u know all those things..i wanna b told the things i do wrong...but noooooooOOO0o0o0o everyone has this idea that peopel r gonna get hurt and yada yada boowhooo sad sad *tear drop *tear drop..i say if itz gonna hurt..then have it all hurt at the same time...jus get it all over w/ u know...jus all w/ one hit...upside the head u know...dammit...y kan't people jus say whatz on their mother phreakin' minds already...all of this hiding and not being honest krap aint gonna kut it..itz jus gonna more sh(*)t for people to put up w/ u know..andmore krap they gotta smell and klean up after..dammit...own up to ure words..own up to ure aktions..own up to whoever the hell u are....THE mother ph(*)ckin' END.
posted by Leon at 3:29 PM