for some strange reason itz purdy damn over all true i think

...even at the end...i do have bad vizion...

hmm ok itz uhh 1254 am ...no ones online..well there r but no one to talk to u know...but Konan's phunny so it makes up for it haha..damn that dudes phreakin' phunny...thankx goodness for Konan....yea he's kool..yeah i had a purdy damn good day overall...i don't really feel like blogging it all haha....yeah but if u really wanna nkow jus ask me..i'lll proally still remember for a while....i don't really forgetmuch....strange kurse....in deed...or it kould b a gift....therez two sidez to everything u know...or well basikally 3 but thatz another story....yeah i was reading all that Strologikal krap and i dunno itz purdy damn skarry tho....purdy damn skarry....yeah..so i finally have the LBCC summer katalog..and i'm barely slowly beginning to digest this whole new registration process...i jus know i gotta fill out the krap and then send it away...yeah...i need to get step one done first...then yeah we'll see ..hopefully i get them klasses i want....yeah and then i jus got the thing in themail from CSUDH...ima have to register like in uhh May i think.....so yeah i wanna do that ish like right away so i get the klasses i want and so i dont' have to worry about it at all and krap...yeah....and hmm....ima have to change my major ...but damn i dunno what to...i wanan do themusik thing but damn..i dunno..there aint no stable future in nething i wanna do..well im ean komp sci...itz a good area but itz slowly deklining kuz so many people jumped on the band wagon u know....so i dunno...but the musik biz aint too hott u know...but itz gonna pick up tho in a kouple yearz tho..i know it will..itz slowly koming back..hahaha and i mean SLOWWWLLLY..but yeah..i dunno..blah i jus gotta phreakin' follow my heart....yeah..thatzbeen a reoccuring phraze whenever i meet people who have advice u know...at guitar center this old guy(30 ish in a bizness suit) was busting out van halen esque styley and krap..and iw as like "whoa how'd u learn to do that?!" and hes' liek "u jus gotta learn what u want..and follow ure heart man" and he klosed the door....and then i dunno thatz what the teachers told me when i wa sa kid at SAES....hmmm....and then thatz what they said when i started performing....and thatz what people say about that "love" krap that therez all this hooplah about u know..i dunno....i jus gotta do what i really feel is right..yeah..but damn..phreakin' future man..sh(*)t....whateverz...whatever happens happens regardless of what happens Copyright me .....yeah......i think i'm jus gonna fokus on skool and musik from now on .....lo siento to everything and everyone else....but yeah...i need to get sh(*)t in order....i dnt wanan b the kid who had soo much potential but never worked hard enough to see what koulda or shoulda happend...yeah....blah...thinking tooo much...stpuid brain...stupid heart....stupid everything haha..phreakin' aye...blah one day it'll all make sense ..one day.....hopefully soon..so i won't skrew up in the near future....and esp in the futuer kuz i don't want my offsprings offspring to go through the same sh(*)t u know...gotta look out for the fam fam....yeah.....hmm another thought.....hmm r the people who u trust ....good honest people?...hmmmm thinking about it.....think about who u kall friend and foe....who u kare and kareless about.....who ure klose and far away from...think about it....think about ure aktions...even ure own thoughts u know....everything a person does..say..and think...will have some kind of affect/effect(i don't know which one to use) on the future....but what if there is no future...what if i don't wake up tomorrow....what would that b like....a nother big a$$ bill for my rents to pay for....an xcuse for people to who don't even talk or see each other or let alone get along w/ each other to gather and "weep" or "mourn" about a lost ....but is that whatz needed sometimes.....u never nkow....yeah...i guess i gotta do things right......kuz u never no...tomorrow isn't always a shure thing...nope not indeed...so do sh(*)t right from the start...it'll save u alota trouble..but if u skrew up..then itz how it was supposed to happen..kuz u neeeded to learn something u didn't nkow b4.....and try it again...hopefully u won't f*()*ck up then..but all i know is that u gotta do sh(*) right.....the mother ph*()*cki'n end
posted by Leon at 12:25 AM