Title: 1:10am
Song: Self Against City - Alone on Christmas
Reason for blogging: kan't sleep and i promised i'd type one

ok i guess here it goes...i haven't blogged nething 'real' in what seems forever...i suppose i've jus tried to keep it inside to kinda boil i guess b4 it evaporates into my brain so i kan use it to write....but it hasn't been working...this is kinda weird now...typing in this blog...i'm not used to it ne more..but whateverz...hmm so itz Christmas time i suppose...my mom kan't find my stocking..the one that sayz "Noel" on it...the one i've had since i was a young lad....minor sadness i supppose....i keep on telling her to find it....she bought all new stockings to hang up....i don't really like them...shure they're all the equal size...and therez kool dekorations and what not....but itz not the same u know...uhmm...we have a tree..and it smellz nice....itz dekorated in golden fashion..yeah..my mom felt going gold this year..i think last year was silver..i don't remember...and to klarify..YES itz a REAL tree....i dont' think i kould ever tolerate a fake tree...i'd rather jus grab a really tinny ghetto a$$ tree then using a fake one...u know like what Charlie Brown had..yeah....i saw parts of it when they played it on some channel not too long ago...yeah usually i watch A Charlie Brown Christmas like everyyear during this season...i guess itz my own personal ritual or something or other...yeah...it was refreshing...reminded me of how simple things USED to be u know...hmmi wonder where i put that tape..mayb i'll watch it b4 25th...hmm what else...oh yeah..i finally began phaze uno of kleaning my room...i'm trying to sepearte all of the klutter into different piles so i kan further sort those down into their own place..yeah...kuz if i jus kleaned everything at once i get like 80 percent done and then i get tired so i jus rush it and everything jus organized and moved around rather than aktually kleaned and put in some sort of place...uhmm...yeah...i think ima put some stuff into boxes like the stuff i don't need...yeah i don't think i've EVER done that...i think i should tho this time since we're adding onto the house and ima b getting my own room..yeah..after how many yearz of sharing a room..i'll finally get my own..yeah...but it'll b a lonngggtime b4 i aktually get my room...since they're phreakin' takin' forever to work on it..they only work on saturdayz...and das it..itz purdy whack kinda...they shoulda jus hired a different kontraktor who isn't somehow related or like a fammily friend...oh well whateverz..itz not my house..well not ne time soon ne way...yeah...yeah i like the chorus to this song....itz somewhat positive...well it is...but yeah...yeah as usual i'm like 50/50 about the whole Christmas spirit thing..a part of me is jus like "whateverz" and another is liek "yay itz finallly here"...yeah...no ones gone up to me and started to sing "Noooelll Noeelll etc etc." yet...yeah....usually they start doing that really early but whateverz....yeah...the band is kool...we got more originalz now...Dominic wrote most of 'em...i think itz time i start writing some too..so itz balanced...but i like all the songs he's writing....they're all katchy in their own way....and Neil's gotten purdy good on the drumz konsidering the fakt he's only been playing for like a lil over a year....he jus needs to work on keeping time.....yeah and for 4 weeks ima b a student of musik....yeah so starting tomorrow i need to set like 2 hours aside for musik..1 for music theory...and 1 for jus pure guitar work...so yeah...ima do this for like 30 dayz..and if i don't get better i don't know what the hell i have to do to progress w/ the guitar...itz been like 4 yearz i think since i really advanced on my instrument..i stillplay the same since i did when i was like a sophmore mayb in highskool...shure i've progressed liike a lil..but barely...not newhere i need to be or i want to be...but thatz the whole challenge u know..to push ure self so u'll get better..and itz better to learn and improve on ure own termz and not ne one elses....yeah...i have a buncha song idearz and topicks i wanna work on...ima try to narrow it down so i kan only write good songs and not jus a buncha different decent songs u know...like koncentrate all the good stuff on a few.....yeah...i kan't wait...but i gotta get my room in order first b4 i kan kompletely devote my whole day to the study and perfektion of musik.....yeah...i got alota stuff to sing about....yeah i don't wanna tell ne one till i'm done w/ the songs...kuz it'll b more of a "whoa" effekt when they hear it...so yeah...no limits..every topik is game...so beware hahaha....yeah..it'll b good....hmm...so yeah...i kinda wanna go out during my break..not like going out like what most of the people i know do u know..i don't wanna party or nething..an di don't really wanna go klubbing or nething...i jus wanna like even jus go out for an hour or something jus to chill somewhere and then kome back home u know...kuz i honestly don't wanna spend NE money this break..i need to phreakin' save every bit of it so i kan put it towards the rekording...and to getting that korg tuner i need...and buying guitar strings..and paying for the dotcom site...for making merch...yeah...so if i dont' go out to hang for lunch or nething don't get all b(*)tchy at me or nething..i'm jus trying to save everything kuz i spent alot this past year on books...my rents always said they'd pay me back but they haven't haha..ohw ell..i'll jus sell these kouple books i still have left to a used book store..mayb i'll make some kash there...yeah i sold a buncha books back to the skool ..i made quite a bit...good stuff aktually...but i need to save all of it...yeah....if i had a job i proally wouldn't spend ne of themoney on n ething haha...i'd proally put most of it in the bank...and jus use some to mayb buy a cd every other week.....or put everythign in the bank to akkumulate the very lil some of interest that it has and mayb take it out when i need it...yeah....but thatz not gonna happen netime soon haha...i think i'll get a job wheni need to buy my own amp..or like buy gear or something....damn speaking of buying krap..i need some new klothes haha...i've been wearing the same sh(*)t for like yearz now hahaha...i bet people notice but they're jus nice so they don't ever say nething..liek "damn didn't u wear that last month..and every other month b4 that?!" hahahaha...yeah...pheakin' aye...oh well whateverz...aktually all i really need is a handfulll of new like longsleeves and kollered shirts...i have a gripa tshirts and krap....but i need kollered shirts...yeah....oh yeah.and this dealz w/ this season of gift giving..like personally i'd b happy if relatives give me money...whatever amount...they kan give me a penny and i'll b really happy u know..but damn when they buy my klothes...they SERIOUSLY don't know me at all haha...phreakin' aye...buying my a$s Large shirts and sh(*)t that i'll never wear kuz i'm not really growing that much taller...and uhmm i'm not fat or nething...and uhmm...i dunno if they noticed but...baggy klothes was sooo 8th grade hahaha...and when i tell them "jus buy me like medium" or something they'r elike "it'll shrink!!" and i'm liek "yeah i know don't worry" and they're like "but u kan't wear it kuz itz too small" and i'm like "yeah i like it like that...it looks stupid when u wear baggy klothing" oh well.....so yeah..don't ever buy me klothes...UNLESS..u KNOOOWWW me..if not...then dont' even bother...therez like very few people who kan really buy me something that'll i'll wear..and like wear over and over and over again and have it bkome like a favorite shirt or something....yeah...so jus do ureself a favor..jus give me a Christmas kard some green bill w/ either a 1,2,5,10,20,50,100 or nething on it...yeah....even if itz not even like dollar kurrency i'll take it haha..i'll like add it to my non-existent money kollektion....hmm...what else is there to talk about.....i dunno forget...i'm kinda rusty at this blogging thing...haven't really typed in a while..so i forget what i was thinking and what i wanted to thinktype u know...oh well this isn't gonna b my only blog this season..i'll proally typemore or something....

Sun Doominal
Saturday Jan 15th
@ Fendi's Cafe(Atlantic & Bixby in LBC)
7pm
also performing Dic Quiloan
free w/ 1 drink min.
go and get krunk.



posted by Leon at 1:10 AM