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Sunday, January 23, 2005
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www.sundoominal.tk thatz how i'll start it off...uhmmm the band is good...we aktually have songs now and we don't have to rely on kovers and stuff...Dominic's songs r getting phunner and phunner...i need to start writing again....Neil's getting more website ideas but therez no where to host the sh(*)t that he wants to make...kash is really hard to kome by...D$ has a buncha sh(*)t he has to deal w/..and Neil eats like krazy and buyz a lota cd's and gear for his drumz....hmm but i think we'll figure it out like how we always do...oh yeah haha..we finally have a ska song..haha..after this whole time the void has been somewhat filled..itz kool tho..i jus need to pick up that phreakin' pedal at Sam Ash...damn currency...u need money to do like everything on this damn planet i sware....hmmm...we need some new banners and ikons and chet on there tho...and i need to start koming up w/ designs for shirts and etc. ...yeah... oh yeah..everyone kan chip in too..if they have an idear or something feel free to tell me...kuz "Sun Dooominal isn't just a band..we're a family" hahahaha when it should b the opposite ..a family and a band...whateverz...yeahi need to praktice phreakin' gutiar too...damn i suck....whateverz....the show was phun plenty...mucho people kame out..i was surprized aktually....i was liek "Wtf i've never seen this room filled b4" i think Fendi was happy that people kame...yeah...even Richard was stoked to see that many people...yeah he shure does bring the people...esp. the chickx too...damn he always has gurls going to his shows hahaha...his performance that night was really kool...he's getting better and better each time...he's more shure of himself and his voice is stronger..and he's really kome into his own on the stage...like audience performer wize u know..kuz every performer has to have their own way of responding and kommunikating w/ the audience..itz jus the way it goes u know...yeah...the only ones who were really singing along were jus us...well us as in Sun Doominal...and a kouple of others..like Richard's homegirl thatz always there ..i forgot her name..but yeah she knows us and we know her so she's kool....she's' always mouthing the lyrics....uhmm...who else...i dunno i forgot..but yeah..damn that guy needs to rekord....but yeah...hmm...our performance was good i guess hahaha..even the mess ups were ok and kinda phunny..well therez really phunny mess ups and what nots but watching us perform is really entertaining....i think we jus need to not forget the lyrics and to solidify the melodies and annunciate and we'll be fine....uhmm Dominic went krazy on stage...his stage presence is very essential to Sun Doominal...it adds a taste of krazy to the whole mix...and Neil goes krazy too while he drums..he jus needs to not b sloppy when he playz....and Dominic has to hold off on messing up Neil's set till the last song haha...yeah..oh!..and i need to phreakin' move when i play...yeah...so yeah we all need to work on something....and i need to learn guitar theory....hmmm it was weird having people stand in front of us and watch..usually everyones whacksauce and sits all far and no one gets into it...i give props to those who were in front of us kuz for the most part none of 'em has ever seen us play and they still were kompelled enough to watch up klose....so a major high five* to those kool katz....hmmm yeah...phreakin' chairs in the way...yeah i sware the next gig we're not gonna start until people move all the chairs....hmm what else...uhmm i kinda wanted to hang out a lil more tho after the show...butwe still had to bring all the chet back...and we usually get lazy if we wait and bring the stuff not right after we play...hmmm....damn i wanna play again....hmm oh yeah what else has been happenning...oh last week Annie kame over and we played soul kaliber hahaha...she's getting better...there goes ure shout out Annie...yeah what else...uhmm people kame over on thursday..that was nice..to have living human kompany other than those that live here...yeah...uhmm then kame friday....that was a koold ay too..itz nice to be outa the house.....damn uci is a phreakin' big as$ kampus....and they dress "normal" over there hahaha..well i mean like trendy normal i guess.....yeah.i didn't see one fubu shirt or a sean jean shirt or nething..it was kidna weird but a good weird....yeah....and they have a place where u kan go and play piano...thatz krazy...and itz right next to a parking lot strukture....yeah and to think i was thinking about applying there....yeah...stats klass was kool i guess..the teacher was phunny...he was kool...good stories...and Sushi was aktually paying attention..while Aaron and D$ were sleeping..and twiching in their sleep hahahaha...yeah...it was a kool trip.....then kame Neil's performance thingi..that was kool.....good songs...good performance...then i went home...then i went online...then i used my new phone...the reception is nice....then i went to Fendi's to hang out....yeah...it was open mike night..it was purdy chill...there was a lota people there...not as much as when we played u know hahaha..but u know a lot...yeah so it hink i found something to do or somewhere to go when i'm bored and too lazy to drive 5 songs away....yeah...the hostess lady and her group was kool...they played kovers...uhmm...there were alota highskool kids..i felt old....good thing i ran into Lana there....i didn't feel that old then kuz i wasn't the only kollege student in a room full of highskoolers and really really really really old people....yeah...uhmm the akts were overall good...the youngins took too long to set up and in between the songs they talked alot....and they kept on walkin ginfront and during performances which isn't good concert/show ettiquite(ikan'tspell) at all...yeah...uhmm...there was a group that did Slightly Stoopid covers....iw as the only one singing along...they were purdy good i suppose...not alota feeling..really nervous....it was proallyt heir first time performing since all of their friends were there....yeah...itz only usually the first time allure friends go and after that they make up excuses or say they had something they had to do and blah blah...but neway back to talking about the open mike night..uhmm...there were like 3 or 4 blues akts...really good...yeah it was nice to see some blues...kinda a weird coincidence is uppose...uhmm there was this once dude who played two guitarz at once...he rocked that sh(*)t like krazy...damn iw as gonna buy his cd up until the point i found out itz 10 buckx...yeah...here's his website... www.brokenguitars.com ..yeah u should check it out..there aren't ne sound klips but itz kool to see the piktures ig uess of him playin gtwo guitarz...uhmm..there was this one lil highskool kid who kovered Santeria...yeah i didn't liike his performance....there was no feeling....his singing was very monotone...there was no Brad flavor....and he didn't even give it up to Brad or say "Rest in Peace" or nething....yeah...i didn't wanna sing while he was playing kuz that would take away from his performance....oh well...he's learning....uhmm...yeah someo fthe Fendi's krew people already know me there so thatz kool...i handed a flyer to that one dude....and that Kim chick said something about a Tsunami benifit show and asking us to play or something? i dunno i i'll ask her next time for more info....yeah...i stayed till phreakin' klosing..yeah...i showed Dic and his friend and Fendi the tape of Dic's performance...he said he's never seen himself perform b4 so he was like "weiird thatz me on tv" yeah....yeah that area looks kreepy at night when itz all krazy w/ fogg...damn it looks like the ghosts or somethings gonnga like kidnap u...thankx to Dic's friend and Dic for dropping me off at my kar hahahaha....yeah....then it was today....wokeup..ate...laundry..guitar...laundry...choirpraktice..thankx Joyce for the piktures from our show..home...dinner...nap...gymn...shower...tv..online..blogging....yeah....hmmm lifes ok i suppose right now....i'm feeeling 50/50 right now...yeah...weird...konflikted....kindatired....kindaanxouis....kindasleepy....kindauncertain...hmmm...i knew at the start of this year that i was going to be very anti social..but i didn't know to what extent....i'm starting to think that i shouluda made some sort of attempt to be social at the first sekonds of the new year....it woulda proally might have made some sort of a difference...oh well kan't change that now....jus gotta go w/ the flow...hmm...itz weird feeling..knowing that the whole year will go by really really fast but knowing that kurrently itz going by purdy slow and i'm waitin for the next day to kome along kuz i know whatz going to happen..and i have a purdy good feeling of whatz going to happen for th emonths to kome and if only if i had some sort of feeling or something to reasshure me that itz not going to be that way and mayb jus hopefully something a lot better....i'm not saying that i envision a really horrible year....i'm jus saying that i dunno...i hope itz better than what i initially thought up when it started or well not really thought up but felt i guess...if only things were ezier..but if they were then it wouldn't make life phun akording to my premise of how life should and has to be challenging in order for humans to grow and mature and to aktually give some sort of push to aktually work at life.....oh how i sometimes wonder how it would b if i wasn't so hard on things or outlooks about life and what not...damn do i need to raise my gpa....but u know...itz really a hug kunundrum..life that is....itz a huge paradox.....some sort of weird riddle that i jus want to solve butu know u kan't not just yet....or like a phreakin' rubix kube that u know u have like almost one side done but u kan't do the other ones w/out messing up and figuring out the one that u jus finished again...and u finally realize that u have to solve more than one side at the same time and sometimes up to three sides at once and ure getting pissed off and frustrated kuz everythings jus not fitting into place the way itz supposed to..like the way the pikture is on the box...and u keep staring at the box thinking theres some sort of hidden hint or message tellingyou how to solveit but u know u have to work it out on your own..and sometimes u wish u were like those people who jus knows how to solve 'em in an instant ....like they don' thave a trouble w/ it at all..bu tknow ure not that person and itz going to take a lot of work to bekome that person but if only u jus had a lil bit of that person in you in order for u to hurry up this process of finishing that dammed rubix kube...hmmthat reminds me..where did i put mine...hmm i'll have to find it sometimes this year...but yeah...and then therz other things...like w/ certain sides of the thing that ure really uncertain but shure of all once and u jus want it to be klearer so u kan think klear and finish it at ease....blah to the damn rubix kube....yeah.....hmmm i know that if i get too specifik on things that certain individuals will be able to figure out what i'm really talking about.....and i'm not shure at this point whether or not i should let people figure out what i'm really talking about behind the stuff i say underneath the layer that i lay...u know...hmm....damn it.....if i wasn't a Cancer i wouldnt' be this komplikated hahahaha...phreakin' aye..that one myspace post that described each zodiac sign...mine was the phreakin' longest..sh(*)T...damn...that jus goes to show how komplex and konfusing cancers are...we aren't relatively simple people..and that damn shelll jus blockx everything....yeah....hmmm....but the inside is really nice tho....especially when itz kooked right..damn i haven't eaten krab in a long time....hmmm..i still haven't tried lobster...hmm...oh! i ate baked salmon tonight..it was good....yeah...but back to the cancerianstuff....yeah....itz like u wanna reach out but u know..and u wanna jus see if neone kan figure it out but ure kinda waiting and waiting and no ones figureing it out and u feel like u should throw out hints or anything to help them and u kinda do but they don't pik up on things so then u resolve to jus wait it out but u grow somewhat impatient(ikan'tspell) and the cycle jus kontinues....over and over and again....yeah damn i didn't see ne stars tonight...damn fogg....yeah...i think it was last sunday night when the stars were REALLY REALLY REALLY bright and i saw alot of 'em...it was very nice...a very kool sight....hmm itz almost full moon soon...i need one of those...yeah......and now to most people i'm not making ne sense..but if u rekognize things u'll see through all the things that seem random and a buncha bull and realize what i'm really talkking about....yeah ....i don't make things ez for ne one hahaha.....i should made that my new yearz resolution hahaha...mayb next year....hmmm so yeah....this is going to be a challenging year.....i know that now..i kan see that.....but every year is a challenge..and so is every momment of every day for that matter....life and human existence is a challenge....oh well....as Neil sayz "We're all gonna die anyway!"
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