Title: its almost monday..blah

ok last night i was going to blog but i was too tired so i went to sleep i think

and usually i don't blog this early kuz i'm usually looking for new musik

but today i HAVE new musik to listen to

so i purchased(w/ Neil's money..so they're basikally his cds):

System of a Down - Hypnotize
Cartel - Chroma
Madonna - The Immaculate Collection

From the SOAD cd i really like number 9 Vicinity of Obscenity...it doesn't make any sense at all..well so far it doesn't make any sense..i've only listened to it like 5 times so i yeahh it hasn't hit me yet. from Cartel i haven't really listened to it straight...i know like 5 songs from it but i still like it..its purdy darn good..and to think that 98% of the vocals were recorded W/OUT pitch correction/auto tune. from the Madonna cd i jus realized that she sang alot of those hit songs from the 80s..well yeah i know she had a lot of hits in the 80s but i never realized that i know almost all of 'em..which is weird...i still don't know why he wanted me to buy it but oh well...more new musik for me.

ok i've been trying to kome up w/ new stuff on the guitar.

and none of it sounds like anything we already have...theres barely any power chords

sooo yeahh i dunno..i think i'm gonna have to start writing stuff to fit the music

and then we'll see if i kan use it for the band or i kan jus keep it in the vault

but yeah i'm starting to sing songs in my head now...not other peoples

but like my own..i haven't been able to do that since i wrote Being Friends

i was thinking of expanding on that song..like lets say Being Friends were to be the first song on an EP or whateverz...lets jus say....this is just an idear...and i kould have like 4 differen't songs after it talking about each of the different girls from Being Friends..like there would b a song for Verse 1, Verse 2, Verse 3, and Bridge Girl...like they wouldn't all have to be bad..hahaha..well i'd try my best to not make them negative and talk about all their faults and what not but i think i have a happy one somewhere on my komputer somewhere on a peice of paper somewhere..but yeah i was thinking about it...it would kinda be kool tho..and kinda weird...it would be kool if i kould really really really link it all up..but i dunno..that would require some ingenious writing...and i dunno if i'm back to that point yet where i kan just write songs in 10 min. and they'd have the strukture, melody, and basik chords and what not.

so i was thinking about it like i know barely anyone reads this and i kinda like it that way and i don't really have a problem if more people were to read it..but lets jus say for example(sampol onlee)that in the future..or near future..whichever u want to use...and the "Sun Doominal" fans were to stumble upon this longtimme blog of mine..and if they were krazy enough to read ALL of my posts...starting from the ones from 2002...i wonder what they would think..you know..kuz then they'd be reading into my thoughts of the times while i was living them during the times i would be performing or formulating alot of the original songs or whateverz...i dunno jus a random thought.

i'm writing a lot in this blog..i'm trying my best not to but i kan't help it haha.

slowly and surely i think i'm gonna go back to the way i used to type my blogs

sucks for those who don't like reading.

oh well

i miss the stage

i think thatz a reacurring theme/thought throughout these past blogs

i don't really kare if no one shows up anymore i just want to play

but yeah i really wanna play again on a stagee..

its one thing to praktice and praktice by ureself and w/ the band

but its a whollleee nother thing to play on a stage..and be in "performance" mode.

yeah..and i kan't wait to hear the new BOPP stuff. and D4TC stuff?

yup

i need to find someone who kan kut my hair the way i want it and perfektly each time

that and we need to take promo shots

yeah i worry alot and i'm always thinking and planning things out

and yeah i jus realized i don't exactly akt like i'm 20

well i do and i don't

i worry a lot and i'm always planning and i'm always looking at the klock

i still live at home and a lot of people my age are kinda on their own now

and they are all working or trying to get their own lives together

and i'm still kinda chillin' here and i really don't want to work and

i'm quite against it at this point of my life but yeah i dunno

its like i kinda akt like i'm 20 and i don't

all of the mature and responsible things and planning of the future krap i do

but all the random things and going out and doing whateverz and being kare free

i jus don't do and i kan't and i don't feel right doing it

it feels like i know what i want and i'm doing things my way kuz i know it'll work

and i guess if it doesn't work then i'll try the other way but for now

its working and i like whatz happening

soooo i really see no reason why i should do what everyone else is doing

after all i have always been, am, and will always be against doing what everyone else is doing.
posted by Leon at 11:06 PM