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Thursday, March 02, 2006
Title: What did you give up for Lent?
1 sex 2 self gratification 3 all visual aids so i've been thinking about it for almost aweek b4 AshWednesday and i wasn't shure..and so today i was hanging out w/ the krazy lady and i brought it up and she said that i wouldn't be able to..she said i'm already addicted to it..and i was like "ok so i went 20 years w/out it" and she was like "you kan't do it..your not gonna last" and she was like "you can't do it..i challenge you to go w/out sex for this Lent thing of yours" and i was thinking "ohhhhhhhhhh heeeelllllllll noooooooooo...oh no she didn't." i think she really underestimates my self kontrol and my kontrol over my mind/body/soul. soo i was thinking about it...not very long aktually..and i already made up my decision b4 i dropped her off i was like "ok deal..*shakes hands...i'm giving up sex for Lent" and then when i was driving home i was thinking about it more and i was like "i kan't believe she jus challenged me..i NEVER back down from a challenge..esp. one that deals w/ me and self kontrol...its ok tho kuz she doesn't really know me all that well like some of my really klose friends..but damn she jus challenged me..oh hell no...you know what...not only will i go through lent w/out sex but i raise the stakes and i'll also give up self gratification and all visual aids....damn i kan't believe she challenged me." so yeah i told her later on in the day...which was today..this evening when i saw her again. so yeah 39 days and i'm not kounting kuz i know i kan do this period.
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