Title: so many thoughts

so many thoughts running thru my head
i believe i've started a peom already with the same 1st sentence
ikan't help but repeat myself sometimes but thinkingback
it wasn't a peom it was more of porse yes porse

i'm listening to this song kalled Dark Blue
i've been listening to this same song all day so far over and over
its making me want to sing

Neil said that if i were to write songs for Sun Doominal
they would be Indie Emo Acoustic Experimental Neo Classical
if Neil were to write all of the songs for Sun Doominal
they would be Punk Rock Powerpop Progressive Ska
if Dominic were to write all of the songs for Sun Doominal
they would go from PunkSka to Ska to Reggae to Dub

i'm still listening to that same song
i keep on thinking and thinking
i miss my laptop
yes i miss an inatimate object

lately i've been waking up early not on purpose well maybe subconsciencely
and i haven't been able to go back to sleep
i know i'm a worry wort(is that the phraze?)
but i kan't help it
if only everyone knew all of the things that i do
maybe they would begin to understand
or maybe they would critizize me for worrying to much
and maybe they would tell me to just relax and not think about things soo much
but ikan't help it
i jus keep on thinking
it was better when all i did was feel
well it wasn't better but things were really simpler
they were
its true

so now i'm at skool on a computer on the same computer that i've been on
for the past couple days of this week
yes the same damn computer
i was here last night
and during the day yesterday
and the day before that
but now i'm on this computer typing away in my blog/listening to Dark Blue/
looking at my Myspace/about to update my Myspace/ looking at my hmwrk thats due/
looking at the skool website so it looks like i'm doing work so they wont kick me out/
chatting with fellow Cancers about life and girls/ or is it girls and then life/
thinking about everything/ thinking about this song that i'm writing in front of me.

ok so i'm back but you didn't even know i left but i did little did you know
sometimes i think about things and people who i know i shouldn't be thinking of
but i kan't help but think about what those certain individuals would say
if they knew what i knew now and if they were still around
i don't know sometimes and i know that they would know
but i kan't just go to them for help anymore
if they knew what i knew they'd help
i don't know i know but i don't
if only i really really knew
only time will tell me
what to do and how
and the why and
when and where
but for now
this is
all.
posted by Leon at 11:02 AM