Title: I saw Superman

So tonight i saw superman...i liked it...i think they did a good job portraying the man of steal in a way that i wanted to see him and the whole movie as a whole....i liked the character development....i liked the tongue and cheek between clark and louis...and i think the actors they picked worked well...it convinced me....i felt as if i was there...and well they played it off very well..the whole..."i'm still in love with you but i can't tell you cuz it hurts too much." kinda thing

So the eyes are the window to a persons soul...is that correct?....from what i have been told...it seems that this is true....and i must hand it to the actress who played louis....she delivered w/ the whole eyes thing....yeah i'm a sucker for eyes and dramatic scenes...you kan tell when somemone is lieing w/ their eyes....they way they look or opt to not look at you..you can just tell...and the eyes...boy do i miss those eyes.

So and So and yes transition...............

So what does it feel like to be completely erased from a persons life...it feels great.(sarcasm) Not! but now i know what it feels like. hmmmmm...interesting feeling this is yes....never thought that it would feel like this. i dunno how people do these types of things..maybe for me when i say something i mean it....even if circumstances change i still mean what i say...but that is maybe something thats quite different in my pov of the world....yes people are judged by their actions....and people are forwarned to not believe in what people say...but shouldn't peoples words also be held accountable....i mean they did before didn't they?...before the age of technolodgy...when a person said something they meant it...and they did what they said..and they didn't turn their back on their word..and IF...and ONLY IF they did...they would be looked down upon because it wasn't culturally acceptable...but now in the 21st century has it been culturally acceptable to just say things with no meaning what so ever....or has it become acceptable to just say something and mean it one momment only to take back what you said and all meaning behind it later on some time in the future....i don't think thats right...i think people need to hold their standards higher....maybe thatz wrong of me to think that way..maybe my value judgement is a lil bit too expecting(?)...or i dunno how to put it..maybe i just want more......is that the problem?....that i want more?...or is it that people don't want to put in as much?.....but any hoo...back to the topic...i think people need to say what they mean and if they don't have anything to say...or well they don't really have any intention of having any meaning behind their words..well they shouldn't say anything in the first place.

So friendship.....?....what is it to you?...what does it mean?....is it given or earned?...friendship is something i hold very sacred....and dear to my ticker(heart)....kuz you see anyone and everyone is an acquaintence to everyone....a name is a name..and a face is a face...but the person and personality behind those names and faces are what makes the real deal....i think i've been quite selective throughout my life w/ whom i label my "friends"...am i wrong for doing so?..i firmly disagree....to be my friend is a privalege...you don't have the right to be my friend..you have to earn it....and w/ all things earned there are rewards....I have always been true to my friends..and i don't ever kross them...i respect them w/ my whole being and i care for them w/ all that i am....do i treat my friends differently then everyone else?...why of course yes!...is that wrong?..i think not....reason being that they've earned it..through honesty...truthfulness...and etc. so if someone were to be friends with me would i let them?...i don't know right away..i usually don't..its a vibe you know...you can judge a person by the company they keep...and i know everyone gets all up and arms about judging others and yada yada...but hey...face it..its true...so you might as well just deal with it and accept it.....and w/ those whom i've described as "friends"..well they do describe who i am...my different sides yes....all various extremes...hmmmmmmmmm

So i have been thinking lately...well obviously i've been thinking..who else would be thinking..afterall this is MY blog....MY thoughts...and ayada yada....any hoo.

so this whole "in love" thing....and the whole term/word "love"....before i would never dare to describe it...nor would i even attempt to kontimplate on what it is and what its all about...but i think i somewhat understand now....and i think i kan differentiate between being "in love" and "loving" someone...they are both different things...completely different things..and yet one must coincide w/ the other...one can not exist in a functional sense w/out having the other one side by side...hmmm....and why you might ask for all of these sudden preceeding thoughts of being "in love" and "love" and all that mushy krap that i usually don't like to talk about here...hmmm good question...very good question.

So i have come to a realization that my whole life i have been surrounded by Libras.
My father is a Libra...My older kuzzin whom i look up to and konsider my older brother is a Libra......My closest Ate whom i konsider like the older sister that i never had is a Libra...My first childhood crush is a Libra...My Best Bro is a Libra...My koolest home girl is a Libra....and My promDate is a Libra.

So.....is it correct to say i'm "in love" with Libras?

I'm in Love with Libras

or

I Love Libras

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which is it
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Do you want to know?
posted by Leon at 2:48 AM