Title: The numbness of my lips ='s the numbness of your heart - copyright Noel E B

the numbness of my lips equals the numbness of your heart
a rebutal may be require but we shall see if one is served
i shall try to express the feelings of slight intoxication
at this very momment i know thee is thinking why and what
the hell and for what reasons the conversation took place
well i know deep down inside there are hidden reasons
and hidden agendas but on the surface it was for survival
and honestly speaking it was a selfish reason and the only
way i and or one would be able to break the ice and
well have some sort of conversation with one who i and i
have not spoken to in quite a while
one i have not spoken to in quite a while
and so quiet, the ride would have been
thoughts running wild with imaginations chasing after false
pretenses and theories and wishes and stars that do not exist
and so it was the only positive choice and don't think that
it was totally necessary and in some cases i suppoose it is
but in this state of slight intoxication i do not know
it is an uncertainty but and i say but and repeat the but
for thou was not the first choice even thou should and might
have been in a nother time in a nother place but as we can see
you just so happend to be the only choice
uncomfortable conversations are what the occurances of the past
would it have been easy to just avoid them all together
isn't that the only plausible solution
to just go about ones business and ignore each other
i need some more to drink
my lips aren't as numb as before
is this a sign of the truth or is it a sign that i neeed to drink
oh what evers back to the random train of thoughts
any hoo some sorts of thank yous are in order
i honestly feel i would have drifted into a place of deep thought
crazy imaginations that are not real and will never be real
only to be awake with a screeach and a 'oh shit' and a crash
smoke from the engine and a what the hell happend would have
happend but luckily and thankfully it did not
i'm starting to lose my train of thought
it is no longer as intense as it was
and i can start to feel my fingertips again
i like it when the fingertips and lips are numb
numbness
ah yes

the numbness of my lips equals the numbness of your heart

Plain White T's - Hate (I Really don't like you)

song has no relation whatsoever to the random ramblings up above
and i mean that. it is a song for a time that has long passed.
posted by Leon at 1:51 AM